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As title suggest, I'm getting slowly ready to become a young (27m) first time buyer, just waiting for the right opportunity ( house location, size if the house, quality of house and price).
With my current savings I'd be possible to give 30k in my downpayment, however I have no idea what other things I need to have ready before hand ( like where to get my mortgage from, etc) and
Houses in my area ( about 15 mile radius from where i want to live) range from 140-350k.
I've heard different things from different people and wanted to see which ones are true such as I shouldn't take the mortgage though my bank but through an independent mortgage firm, that the actual mortgage will be lower considering my age and job, that I could get additional perks due to my employment, and that might chronic back condition might throw a spanner into the works ( onset of ankylosing spondylitis, however its being managed and I still got normal quality of life without having any permanent spinal damage)
I currently work in the NHS as a band 6 at a salary of 35k a year, adding usually expenses such as rent, insurance, petrol, student loan etc.
Any advice on what to do would be greatly appreciated and I'm happy to add more info if required.

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Hey ladies,
I'm reaching out for some guidance and support regarding a common struggle many of us face (at least my friends): finding the time and energy to date while managing our demanding lives. As a 29-year-old single woman, I find myself caught up in a whirlwind of work, travel, and various responsibilities. I would really appreciate your insights on the following points:

1. Time Constraints: How do you manage to make time for dating when your workday stretches from 9 to 6, and you spend an hour commuting? get up at 7 get ready for work come back home at 7 and then there are house chores too...By the time everything is done, I often find myself lacking the capacity to socialize. I'm curious to know if any of you have discovered effective ways to create space for dating amidst such busy schedules.
2. Limited Weekend Availability: I've noticed that my friends are also caught up in their own lives, and we mostly have the chance to catch up on weekends - that is, if I manage to find time between my chores and family responsibilities. Do any of you struggle with this too? How do you balance personal commitments with socializing and dating?
3. Indian dating scene: I've ventured into dating apps, but it feels like a separate issue altogether. I've encountered the expectation from guys to be available for chats day and night, especially after 12 pm. However, by that time, all I want is to get some rest and recharge after a long day's work. Have any of you faced similar challenges? How do you handle this discrepancy in availability and maintain a healthy balance? I feel that as guys here have no house chores they have a lot of extra free time.
4. Balancing Busy Lives and Relationships: Unfortunately, I've experienced the loss of two relationships in the past year due to my busy schedule. With limited time to meet in person and only an hour or so for daily chats, it just wasn't enough to build a solid foundation and nurture those connections. Have any of you encountered this issue? How did you manage to strike a better balance and maintain healthy relationships?

I'm genuinely seeking your guidance and advice. Your experiences and tips would be invaluable to me and others who may find themselves in similar situations. Let's support each other on this journey to find love while managing our busy lives.

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Hey all,
Feeling a bit lost. Unfortunately with the new rules with a-kasse for new graduates my pregnant wife is no longer eligible.
Having taken an internship outside the EU during her masters, and only working 10 hours a week during it, she falls short of the 600 hours work requirement. She also hasn’t reached module 6 in danish yet (I don’t know any international masters students who have reached that level while studying and working in DK for less than 2 years).
I’m feeling a bit bummed because has these new rules been set in advance we could have made sure that she would be eligible, but as far as I know they were only decided on in 2023. Therefore it wouldn’t have been possible to get enough work hours from when it was decided to when she graduates.
Now she won’t be eligible for maternity leave pay because even if she was able to find a full time job it would have to start now (literally tomorrow) so that she could work for 4 months to be eligible to take time off.
Denmark has been such a great new home for us, and of course we are not entitled to anything, but it hurts that these new rules came into place specifically a month before the latest wave of graduates and were put into place when it would be too late to meet the new requirements.
Anyone else in the same boat or can offer any advice for financial aid?

I have 5 incisions. I’m currently on a liquid diet. It hurts to cough ( I am still alittle sick) the glue is already coming off around the incisions. I hardly drink or eat anything. I’m struggling to hit my goals but I’m hopeful that I can do it. I’m only on day 2 of being home. I do get gas. But burping helps relieve the pains. I don’t take the pain meds as prescribed. Only when I really feel like I’m in pain. I am a weed smoker and I have posted about it in the past and wanted to say I did smoke 2 nights before the surgery. But not the night of. And everything went smooth for me. This doesn’t mean it will be the same for everyone else. Also want to add I am not really a heavy smoker. I just smoke when I want to. I’m sorry if this was long. But I noticed alot of people asking how others procedures went and I wanted to share mine. I hope this will help someone. So far I do not regret my decision. I am a total of 14lbs down since I started my liquid diet. I know it’s just the beginning and I have so much ahead of me to conquer. The worst has past and I honestly believe it was the surgery. Please ask any questions. I’m open to answering anything.

Hi everyone, I just wanted to get some second opinions regarding the acne treatment I am on! Just as a little back story, I had severe acne in 2020 and managed to completely clear my skin by 2021 a year later, I also have VERY sensitive skin and can only use certain products.I am currently living in Japan for my year abroad and before coming to Japan I was on lymecycline for 9 months, I went to see a derm and he prescribed this to me for some pesky spots, I continued to take these tablets when I arrived and my skin was still clear. However, slowly my skin started to get worse and worse, lymecycline wasn't doing anything anymore. The spots are only on my chin and jaw. I tried my best to combat my bad skin with retinol and then tried vitamin c, both only made my skin worse (I think I was allergic). To this point I went to a derm here in Japan. He gave me minocycline (2 times per day), pyridoxal (3 times per day) and transamin (3 times per day) as well as duac gel to use once in the evening. Most of the angry spots cleared up and I still have some new ones that have formed, however, the main thing that really makes me feel unconfident is the small skin coloured spots/bumps. I asked the derm about them and he told me they were closed comedones. However, over the 9 weeks I have been on this medication they have not changed at all. The weird thing about them is when I smile or talk, when the skin is stretched, it's like they flatten completely and you wouldn't know they were there. Is this normal for closed comedones? I'm supposed to go back to the derm after 12 weeks but I think I'm gonna go back next week to speak to him as it's not improving. I want to add these spots aren't itchy or painful.I wondered if anyone else has had this problem too and if I should stick it out with this medication or if it's something else? I'm kind of desperate at this point and I still have 2 months until I return home to speak to my normal derm. Photo for reference: https://imgur.com/UsHDtFy

I have 5 incisions. I’m currently on a liquid diet. It hurts to cough ( I am still alittle sick) the glue is already coming off around the incisions. I hardly drink or eat anything. I’m struggling to hit my goals but I’m hopeful that I can do it. I’m only on day 2 of being home. I do get gas. But burping helps relieve the pains. I don’t take the pain meds as prescribed. Only when I really feel like I’m in pain. I am a weed smoker and I have posted about it in the past and wanted to say I did smoke 2 nights before the surgery. But not the night of. And everything went smooth for me. This doesn’t mean it will be the same for everyone else. Also want to add I am not really a heavy smoker. I just smoke when I want to. I’m sorry if this was long. But I noticed alot of people asking how others procedures went and I wanted to share mine. I hope this will help someone. So far I do not regret my decision. I am a total of 14lbs down since I started my liquid diet. I know it’s just the beginning and I have so much ahead of me to conquer. The worst has past and I honestly believe it was the surgery. Please ask any questions. I’m open to answering anything.

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Im so confused. "background"
We met 2 years ago. Everything was amazing. I have a daughter from a previous relationship and always worried about being able to find the perfect man.
I ended up dating an amazing man (at the time).
As time went on he would act strange and when he met my friends he said they were not good for me. (i know red flags, but my friends are crazy but they are good to me and i am just the quiet one in the group).
We were "doing" stuff in bed one night and he bite my lip and wouldn't let it go. He said that I was a whore and loved attention.
I left him after this. Then after work I got home, outside my front door was flowers, a massive new mirror, a card, and new furniture. I rang him to say thank you. He apologised and said he has issues with gambling.
I told him i would help i was happy he told me.
Time went on we went on holidays he spolied us rotten with gifts, disney, italy, trips everywhere. And then every few months he would blip, call me horrible names, say horrible things about my body (to the point where i can not even look at myself in the mirror anymore).
"Anyways"
Every few month blips, turned into every fortnight, every weekend and recently every other day.
I left him ages ago. But I still see him sometimes as my daughter loves him, his family our like my family. It really was a dream relationship, i sometimes regretted ending it, but i didn't like what it was doing to my energy levels and mental health. Everything had to be about him. If i went out with a friend he would get drunk in my house and ask me if i was woth another man. (literally in work uniform after work beers and food with 2 female friends) i stopped going out. He had fake social media accounts under different names to talk to women, was on sex meetup sites. He was going to gambling meetings and getting close woth females there. I had enough and left.
FAST FORWARD.
Past few weeks i have been feeling absolutely amazing. I have felt free, doing fun things, enjoying life, beach trips, out with friends. I was ignoring his texts.
** I was OVER him completely**
He rang me saying he needed help badly. He's in debt and needs me to help him get well. He was crying. I said okay, you can stay with me for 4 weeks, until pay day.
The first 3 days were fun and as the weekend approached he asked if we could try to be a family again. I said no. I don't love you, i am here to help you, that's it.
He kept asking, and asking and asking. He admitted that hundreds of women have been propositioned him (from work and his home town) and he has wasted his time on me. I told him i was happy for him and he should move on. He agreed.
We planned to go swimming this weekend. He came to pick me up. (i noticed 100€ was missing). He said he dropped it. I counted money and he asked me again about beimg a family. I said no stop asking. He said no point in living ill just go gamble. We got into a hige argument. He was trying to get bank card to gamble and i ended up flushing it down the toilet. (im not an anrgy person but i have been lisntening to gambling stuff non stop for 2 years and reacted). I told him he needed help, i couldn't do it alone.
I had money in my hand sitting down. He stood staring at me. He walked over and out his arms out and i thought he was giving me a hug. He slapped both sides of my face and squeezed really hard saying"your mine i want you, I want you, i need you" over and over again.
I locked myself outside. He left. My daughter was in neighbours house at pool party. I rang my mum. My mum rang the police. And the police are now wanting to put my child on a protection list with social services. (ie. Her dad will get custody (whole other dilemma she hates going to his house, he won't let her be a kid ie.messy time, he doesn't play with her).
I know he won't come near me again, just want to be at peace and enjoy like last week.
I can't sleep now, my mental health is very very low because I am afraid I am going to loose my daughter. I lay awake all night looking at her.
My whole life is all about her. I am an amazing mother, my daughter is confident, intelligent, emotionally intune, empathic and so loving.
She's top in her class for reading and maths. I take her swimming everyweek, to the beach, holidays, horse riding, fishing. Everything i have goes to my daughter.
And now because my mum reported my ex for domestic violence, I am going to loose my daughter.
I just feel like giving up.

Hey so I just had my surgery on the 30 and I thought I’d give a detailed description of how the process went for me. Please bare with me. I did the best I could describing and telling my story.
The beginning:
I went to my doctor and asked for her to refer me to the bariatric doctor because I was ready to discuss surgery. Last year before I had my 2nd son I had started a weight loss pill that helped me lose 30 pounds. Which put the breaks on getting surgery. (It was a discussion with my doctor but I wanted to try the pills before doing surgery) A requirement was being over 210 and with taking the pills it brought me to 200 so I didn’t see the point of surgery. But then I got pregnant, had gestational diabetes and gained a bunch of weight. He’s one now and I still haven’t been able to let the weight go which motivated me to go the surgery route. My genetics also play a huge part in why I decided to get the surgery. Me and my mom both have the same body type and she struggles with her weight. And I decided I didn’t want to be on that path.
The program:
So I started my program. Which consisted of monthly appointments with a dietician practicing diets and figuring out any bad habits to try to get rid of them. I’ll be honest I didn’t follow much. I just showed up to my appointments and took all the information in. As long as I didn’t gain weight I was okay. I started the program at 250lbs. At the end of the 6 months I lost 5lbs. I failed the psych evaluation and had to redo it. But it only delayed the process by a couple of weeks. No biggie.
Scheduling:
Once I got the okay to have surgery, they scheduled my day. I believe I was called on the 1st week of may and was schedule may 30. I was super shocked it was so close. But was ready for it to be done. I had to do a liquid diet for a week. Also know as the liver shrink diet. Only liquids my dietician said salads for dinner was okay. Which I followed to a T until the 6th day. Before the liquid stage I got sick and had no appetite so I wasn’t eating anything at all. In that week I lost 5lbs, I gained like 2 back when I started eating again but then I went right to the liquid diet and I felt like I was losing it. I hadn’t really ain’t a solid meal in almost 2 weeks. So I had one solid meal of rice and meat (spanish food). I went back to the liquid diet for the next 2 days and lost 7lbs in total on the liquid diet. I was also told to stop any vitamins or pills so I did that as well.
The surgery:
So the day of my surgery I didn’t eat anything. My surgeon recommended I drink a G2 on the way to the hospital to help with the anesthesia. Which I did. I didn’t drink the whole thing cause my stomach was all twisted from not really eating anything. They also wanted me to shower the night before and the morning of using the hibiclens. I had my mom drop me off because they don’t allow you to drive home and I did not want to leave my car in the garage overnight. I got there at 7 am. I was admitted and waited to be called to the back. They put me in a admitting room where they had me change into a surgery gown. Had me document my belongings. And pee in a cup for a pregnancy test. They asked all the same questions all over again which I answered. A nurse wiped my belly again with what I believe was hibiclens again. They then put my iv and started fluid. The anesthesiologist came in asked me questions and then said they were giving me meds to go to sleep. They rolled me out to the surgery room which was almost 10am when I checked the time. 5 minutes later I was out. I woke up in the recovery room.
Waking up:
So I woke up and was out of it. I believe it was around 12-1pm. They let me stay asleep while they made sure my vitals were back to normal. I did hear the nurse a few times saying that my pressure was high but they were able to fix it because they moved me to my own room shortly after. Getting to my own room I slept sooo much. They would come to get me up to walk every 4 hours unless I got up to pee. Which I had to call a nurse to help me go cause I wasn’t allowed to get up on my own. Majority of the times I woke up I felt nauseous. Which lead to me throwing up blood.(this is normal) So for the first 18 hours out of surgery I slept, woke up to pee, threw up and walked around the floor for a lap to get my steps in. They would also give me pain and nausea meds. I was also getting continuous fluids. Which is why I was peeing every 2-3 hours. The pain always maintained level 6-7 it never got worse then that. And the pain meds and sleeping made it non existent. (I want to add I do have a high pain tolerance. I had 2 8+lb babies with no epidural if that helps gauge it.) The next morning I felt so restless I was ready to go. They discharged me around 12pm and my sister in law picked me up. They were able to bring me my meds to take home and I went home feeling way better then I did the first day.
Things I think I forgot:
I have 5 incisions. I’m currently on a liquid diet. It hurts to cough ( I am still alittle sick) the glue is already coming off around the incisions. I hardly drink or eat anything. I’m struggling to hit my goals but I’m hopeful that I can do it. I’m only on day 2 of being home. I do get gas. But burping helps relieve the pains. I don’t take the pain meds as prescribed. Only when I really feel like I’m in pain. I am a weed smoker and I have posted about it in the past and wanted to say I did smoke 2 nights before the surgery. But not the night of. And everything went smooth for me. This doesn’t mean it will be the same for everyone else. Also want to add I am not really a heavy smoker. I just smoke when I want to. I’m sorry if this was long. But I noticed alot of people asking how others procedures went and I wanted to share mine. I hope this will help someone. So far I do not regret my decision. I am a total of 14lbs down since I started my liquid diet. I know it’s just the beginning and I have so much ahead of me to conquer. The worst has past and I honestly believe it was the surgery. Please ask any questions. I’m open to answering anything.
HW: 250 SW: 237 CW: 231

Five years after your daughter’s death,
you still cry in the juniors section of department stores.
You preserve her bedroom like a taxidermist.
Her unworn prom dress still hangs
like a skinned mermaid in her closet.
Cancer entered your home like a greedy tenant,
drew himself into family portraits,
slept in your daughter’s bed,
swallowed all her blood cells.
It started with a headache. A fever,
your daughter melting like a popsicle.
It took you a week to tell your husband
about the blood in the toilet.
Sometimes, you wonder
if you never caught it,
could you have lived
as if it was never there?
As if saying that word instantly
drapes a shroud over your house.
Would it still have slept
like cremation in her bed?
The doctors spoke to you in time lines,
as your daughter’s weight dropped like a count down,
a surprise party no one wanted to throw.
Once, when she was in the other room,
her blood being read like tea leaves,
the doctor suggested not to bother with college applications.
You couldn’t bring yourself to tell her.
You couldn’t bring yourself to say it.
Sometimes you think she knew,
as she methodically filled out each question and box,
it was never for her.
There is still a stack of unsent applications
hidden like tumor in your dresser.
She kissed every envelope goodbye.
You couldn’t bear to send more of her away.
When she passed,
quietly like a note to God,
all you wanted was to swaddle her
in your arms like an infant, bring her home
from the hospital, fragile and new.
Breastfeed her back to life,
potty train and finger paint,
reteach her the alphabet,
retrace her first steps
back to you.
To lose a child is like giving birth in reverse.
It is slow and it rips, planting a permanent lump
in your throat.
When chemotherapy pulled out
the last of her hair, you started carrying
her baby teeth in your pocket: A reminder
things can grow back.

I work retail in a convenience type store that has six employees. The manager is usually a pretty cool guy and sticks up for us when customers get shitty but he's made a few comments about a former employee who I'd never met that make me uncomfortable. From what I've heard, I think this employee was a trans woman. My manager has made comments about her, calling her "it" and a man in a dress, etc. Typical stuff, sadly. These comments hit close to home because i am nonbinary and also have a trans family member who I'm very close to. I'm not out at work and I'm certainly not about to change that. I considered making an anonymous report to hr (its a chain store so I think there's a phone number or online form or something) but I worry that if I do, he would know who made the report since there was only one other employee present at the time and she joined him in mocking this former employee. I can't bring myself to say anything to him directly either. I don't think he would ever retaliate either way but I don't handle confrontation well.
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Title correction: stability relating to finances
Briefly speaking, I am looking for some advice for my current life situation. I want to include some backstory which may help with advice, so it may be a bit of a read.
TLDR at the bottom.
BACKSTORY:
To save the sob story, I (22M) moved out when I was 19 due to family hardship and thinking it would be better for my development and establish some independence.
I was still in post secondary at the time so for the next 3 years I was able to bounce around from my girlfriends place and then into my own spot with roommates. This is where I’ve been the last 2 years. My family ended moving hours away back to their home town to rekindle with the majority of my family. After a couple years of moving out they offered me to move there if I needed it, but this would be at the cost of my network where I’m from and forcing my girlfriend into a rough situation.
Financial stability was never really a problem until January this year. I graduated college about a year ago, and decided to bridge into a degree program as I only achieved a diploma in college. My thought process was since it was in the health sciences field, academia is influential to opportunity.
Decided to give it a shot even though I had to commute an hour out 4x/ week as I couldn’t afford to live out there (big city and Canadian living in Ontario, if you know you know) and the place I was staying was pretty cheap so in comparison, I’d pay the difference in my commute.
Fast forward through a semester, my mental health was shot, extremely burnt out, sleeping like shit, stopped going to the gym and barely eating for about 6 months. At the time I was working part time, enrolled in full time studies and living off my part time income + scholarship. I never really budgeted my finances but always got the bills paid on time.
I quickly started to fall behind in my courses and by the end of the first semester, I barely passed. I was ready to attempt a second semester and take some time off work to focus on my studies. With my scholarship instalments, I was fortunate enough to be able to handle about a month off work financially speaking, to start the new semester off strong and in a better mental state.
Everything was set and then come the beginning of the next semester, I received an abrupt notice that I was being flunked out of my program due to my poor academic performance. I was unaware I had to maintain a certain average to progress in the program, which is my own fault. As a result, this had terminated my scholarship and suddenly I had to find a way to make ends meet; my part time job was not going to cut it. This took me by surprise and shifted my focus in life into survival mode.
For the month I was off work (the unpaid leave had already been in place before receiving notice of being kicked out of school) I had enough money to get by for that month while searching for full time work and regathering my mental health.
During this time, I had a few interviews but by the end of the month I had not landed a full-time opportunity so I decided to go back to my part time job while continuing to search. This was February of 2023.
I was applying to a plethora of jobs, most even not industry-related to my college education. Reluctantly, I only landed a job where my qualifications aligned. It was a personal training job at a corporate fitness facility, which is where my passion lies in fitness + health.
If you know anything about a personal training career, the money does not come quick. You have to establish your book of clients before it can be financially fruitful and this calls for many long days, unpaid hours volunteering your time to sell personal training and ultimately make your mark.
This can take months to start making consistent coin at a steady premium rate but fitness was something I am really passionate about teaching. I knew it would be risky but it was the only option in front of me to potentially make more money and the rate was pretty good IF you can establish yourself to work a full-time schedule.
I’ve been at this job for just over 3 months. I’ve slowly built up a decent client base, but it barely makes ends meet most of the months I’ve been working here and I have debt to pay off from student loans and credit cards.
When I’m working with clients to improve their quality of life by helping them reach their goals with my expertise, it is truly a great feeling. What I’m struggling with is the instability of income and that brings me a ton of stress.
I could have a decently full week scheduled but after some cancellations or rescheduling/what have you, it can turn that around quickly which means less income. This grindy process to build my calendar month to month doesn’t allow me to get ahead whatsoever financially and one unexpected expense could throw me into more debt or falling behind on bills.
Recently I started applying to labour jobs that will give a set amount of hours which will allow me to have some predictability with my finances and create more financial stability; so your typical 9-5.
I have a few interviews lined up, just to explore some opportunity. But now my debate is between less financial stability and more fulfilling work which is where I’m at right now, or a less fulfilling job with more financial stability.
THE VERDICT:
Everyone always says to choose a job you enjoy instead of chasing a pay check, and I feel like I’ll be going against that even though it might be necessary as my finances are struggling which brings me a lot of stress. I’m talking about barely being able to put food on the table right now type of struggling so riding it out brings more risk and unknown to my finances.
I’m torn to make the decision of leaving my job and possibly regretting it. I know it makes me feel a sense of purpose more than a labour job would and the management is pretty great and supportive for success, all while still pushing quotas and hours goals for my position so a bit of corporate stress too. But the nature of the job to get the ball rolling while taking financial impact is weighing on my mental and finances pretty heavily for the last few months. Some weeks are great, others I have a ton of stress and self-doubt.
I feel like if I had a nice financial cushion going into this PT thing, I would have far less worries about staying afloat and could stop living with a sense of scarcity so I could focus on refining my skills. I want to make sure I’m not missing the mark on life even though money is an obvious need right now.
If I can’t make something happen for myself, I’m forced to move with family and start over. This will bring me less stress in terms of responsibility until I can get back on my feet, at the cost of my relationships (friends/gf) in the city I’ve grown up.
Based on my situation, what would you do?
Looking for constructive advice, or if you can speak from any similar experience it would be insightful.
Love to hear outside perspectives. If you took the time to read this, I appreciate you.
TLDR; if you were financially struggling, would you choose a job that brings you personal/meaningful fulfillment with less financial stability? Or is choosing a steady paying job that’s less fulfilling outside of finances missing the mark on life?

I (51m) genuinely believe in equality and that women should be given equal opportunities to men. I have worked to try and ensure that I put these beliefs into practice, mentoring women at work, actively encouraging women in my team to go for promotion. At home I do my fair share around the house doing all the cooking all the washing and ironing and have taken an active role in bring my daughter up.
Despite all of this I am very aware that when I see a woman I find attractive my initial thought is sexual rather than seeing them as a whole person my lizard brain reacts with a hubahuba type reaction. My non lizard brain then kicks in and if I then have any interaction with them it’s on the basis as an equal person but I’m aware that I have initially objectified them. Does this matter and if it does how do I stop it

My brother recently married my SIL, we’ll call her Sally. She is opinionated and he is very supportive. She moved into his home shortly after the wedding, a home that I actually just purchased from him (after this incident) and decided to implement new rules. Specifically one for the mail man to walk around the yard to deliver the mail. I’m sure it went through one ear and out the other. When she observed him doing it again, she said, “how many f’ing times do I have to tell you not to walk on the grass?” His response was what anyone would say, I’m just trying to do my job etc. My brother noticed no mail has been delivered since the altercation and called the post office to find out that the mail man felt threatened and was approved to no longer deliver to that address. So as my brother is telling me this story, I was aggressively opinionated. I told him his wife was being petty, mail man has been walking through the yard for 13 years now she suddenly wants to play yard god, the mailbox is on the door so why would he be required to walk from the neighbors house to the street and back up the driveway to deliver the mail. I also added that now that I am the owner of the house I’m going to call the post office and tell the carrier he can walk in the yard whenever he wants.

Overwhelmed.
Disabled vet, career changer, recent nursing grad (Master’s) back in the work force after 13 years. Went back to school after I nearly died from Covid. Switched jobs last month after a workplace overuse injury related to military injuries… found a new employer willing to work around my upcoming surgery. So grateful. Even got a raise. But yeah, different field of nursing so now I’m an trainee again. Thankfully it’s an LTC so it isn’t difficult. Going to work weekends exclusively for big pay. Super happy about that. Second job as an adjunct at a nursing school wants to increase my hours which is great, sort of, except I need to sleep. Trying to juggle my 16 psych np clinical hours starting next week and the second job Monday-Friday while working two 16’s Saturday-Sunday and still getting my kids out of the house every few days. Huge family to care for at home and a wife that needs every ounce of help she can get. Five kids nine and under. Zero family nearby. On top of all that have family visiting for the first time in four years and the day they leave I have major surgery. Oh, and I am the general contractor on the house we are building that is half done and I need to finish obtaining about ten more quotes to finalize the construction loan we need to finish. We haven’t had a vacation in four years. I wish I was a better husband and father. One more year and I can slow down. I did all this after I realized when I was dying from Covid my wife and kids would struggle after I was gone. Liquidated everything, went to school accelerated, made some sharp investments, and we will be millionaires within two years if I can just keep the pace. It is ironic. I am training to be a psych np and inside I am barely keeping it together with anxiety….. maybe I will drop the teaching job. I wish I could turn back time and have made better decisions when I was young, so my family would have an easier life.

Hi, looking for some help with my newly-cabled home.
Ideally I'd like an all-in-one solution to replace my coax router with a routeswitch that can provide wifi in room 1, along woth a PoE connection to 4 access points around my home in rooms 2, 3, 4 and 5, each with an ethernet port(s).
Is this something I'd be able to purchase? Can someone please recommend a best fit solution?