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Does anyone get this longing? … how to explain…?
So this ain’t my first rodeo. AT ALL. Long story short it’s been ten years of maniacal chaotic drinking ( many fun and parties along the way but obvs way way too many dark and disturbing times ) and five years diagnosed with a chronic condition prompting me to get an alcoholic councillor, try AA ( nope), find smart recover, scream and cry, breakdown for a summer, find weight training, running and yoga religiously and talk about it as much as possible ( to people who are here to listen ).
But here it is. The longing. Usually happens about three weeks sober from my last relapse. ( which is about now ). It’s like some inner thing, inner arm reaching for something constantly. Gets annoying as it reaches my consciousness from my unconscious. Like a constant ‘ where’s my…?’ Where’s my where’s my where’s my. I honestly think it’s a part of myself reaching for my fags and beer.
Well she can keep reaching. Just breathing into this and tryna let myself explore the feeling and that maybe nothing will fill that particular longing.
(Though Pump up the Jam just came on the radio and dancing maniacally to that helps. )

Hi, does anyone know of an app or website where you can sync all of our bank accounts and credit cards to track income and expenses. I've used several apps like Axio/Walnut and now Finart but the problem is I don't always get an SMS for spends so I have to manually cross check each statement and you can't easily track spends from other family members accounts.

I know there's things i can't control, like how people feels or behaves towards my son. I grow up in a family where my grand pa has too many grandkids but he tried to keep it nice for everyone, on the other hand my grand mother was really awful to me and she always shown little bit favoritism to my brothers. Luckily my parents are an amazing grandparents to my son, but it is hurting me how distant and cold are my in laws to my kid.
Ok, to be fair my MIL is out of the picture and age treats everyone the same, she see us on es per year for couple of hours, but FIL he lives for SS, he video calls him, he invites to his house, he always send money to him, he send pictures to him and everything, cool I'm ok with that but it is painful to see that he doesn't so the same for OS. It's that much that OS doesn't even recognize him, and he is 3, ok i understand that it is not the same to talk to an 11 yo than a 3 yo, but put that little bit effort? My parents who lives in another continental video call us every single weekend, they try to travel from so far away to be able to see us as much as they can and my son loves them so much. My FIL is 4 hours away and he doesn't like to visit us.
Anyway, I'm just venting i know it is my problem to handle my expectations, i just thought that he would behave same way than he does to SS, but well it is his lose not to give an opportunity to OS.

Have you ever stumbled upon a strange or unusual subculture or community? What was it like?

Hi guys! I am seeking for recommendations regarding my concerns below. It's my first time living alone in an apartment hehe

1. What is the best brand of split-type conditioner? I believe a 1HP unit is sufficient for my small room(22sqm). The landlord does not allow window type air-conditioners
   
2. What is the best cleaner for the bathroom and toilet? Could you recommend a cleaner or cleansing agent and brush that I can use yo keep my bathroom clean?
   

Thank you!

It's me no matter what I do it's a wrong step people point it out and I always have the same excuse "it's not me" all o have to do is change right simple enough but even when I do I'm eventually sucked into my demise where living on the golden ages of living and I still feel there something missing I know its me and if I can't change I'm supposed to just not worry cus I can't tell anyone because therez nothing to tell I don't deserve the life I was given I hope and pray my life will be good in the end but what's the point there's no meaning of life that's solving anything and if I do change what's the point so I can feel like I have control of my urges but aren't urges what make us human beings so there's no point to complaining life it doesn't get worse or better it stays the same day in day out it's so slow yet fast at the same time

I’m 16 and I live in a state where abortion is still legal and where it’s really expensive to live (Colorado).
There are people at my school and my friends schools who have babies around our age…
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOURSELF?!?!!??! Idc if it’s baby fever or whatever it’s such a dumb decision to have kids at an age where you don’t have high paying jobs and are learning to drive.
Don’t even get me started on the losers they get impregnated by. Like neither of them are ready for a kid. It’s so cruel to the fetus as well.
My friend “joked” about getting pregnant and without missing a beat I said “get an abortion”
I know there are teen moms who actually do well but that’s not a lot of people.
Thank god my pills and mugwort has probably made me infertile.

Currently living with my dad in the home where the trauma all began. Was hugely successful in grad school but debilitating social anxiety from having my self-esteem systematically eroded to nothing has derailed all of my dreams.
Tonight my dad said he was having problems with the language of subtitles on a video streaming service. I told him I was happy to help. He had it pulled right up, so I told him to go down to “languages.”
Then he started yelling and shaking the remote at me. “No! You do it! I want you to do it!!!”
I just break. I’m like, “Geez, Dad. You cannot speak to people like this. You cannot do it anymore.”
He goes, “Well, I’m tired of you never listening!!!”
Me: “You only told me you needed help. You did not tell me specifically you wanted me pushing buttons on the remote. You don’t always communicate well, but you expect me to read your mind and treat me like I’m stupid when I don’t. My whole life, being talked down to, being picked apart, being raged at—and it just never clicks for you, does it?”
I think I meant it never “clicks” that how my parents treat me is directly connected to why I’m even stuck here. He didn’t have a response to that, I believe because he knows it’s true (my sibling and I don’t even go to family events any more because we’re so ashamed of ourselves and fear being evaluated negatively and rejected by our families, and we both missed a family reunion on Sunday for that very reason).
So we sat in awkward silence while I fixed the problem. He went to the bathroom for a minute. It was fixed by the time he came back so I told him it was and went upstairs and didn’t go back down.
Part of me is proud of standing up to him, especially since I know he yells at other people (usually captive service workers), though I get the worst of it.
The other part of me is like “He’s 73, I dunno how much longer he’ll be around—did I really have to say that?”
But I don’t know what else to do. I’ve long since reached my limit for him screaming at me, especially when I’m trying to help him.

First time DM here, running Lost Mine of Phandelver for 6 players (mostly first time too). I've added the Matt Perkins puzzle box (just a macguffin) and introduced the Black Spider (TBS) in the Stone Giant Tavern brawl, where they helped out the players and gave one of them a healing potion (secretly poison - it's not been used yet).
The party have absolutely no interest in trading the puzzle box for anything, but they've asked TBS to come with them to the Redbrand Hideout in exchange for any magic items they find there. Obviously TBS is going to betray them and try to steal the puzzlebox, but I'm not sure when would be most impactful? At the moment I'm torn between three options:
1 - just attack when the party is vulnerable
2 - attack when someone tries to drink the potion / poison
3 - when they try to apprehend Glasstaff, hoping by this point they're weakened
Either way TBS would cast Command on the character with the puzzlebox and tell them to hand it over before attacking. I've then given them a necklace with single use Dimension Door on it to escape.
Does one of these sound more impactful than the others, or am I best to wing it and pick the one that's most appropriate in the session?

Once you get your museum to rank 2, you'll be able to simulate the damage per hit to all mobs in the game with your weapons in the hex without actually having to fight them, also each hit will give you a stat breakdown to see what does so much damage (including being able to see your additive bonuses), The dmg is based on your current accessories/skills/armoetc, you can compare max dmg, min dmg, avg dmg and dps of the weapon
At museum rank 3, you'll unlock some sort of a sandbox mode in hex, where all items can be upgraded for free, but they will be brought back to the original state once you close the hex menu, that will allow you to compare all weapons to see what build works the best for you, pretty much you can take a look how would a hypermaxed weapon look like damage-wise without having to spend your money on it
Maybe museum rank 4 would allow you to pick a mob you want to fight, set a budget and then the hex will try to find you the most cost-efficient damage setup

Hi all,
I bought this beautiful side table off marketplace and unfortunately someone sat on it and it snapped in half. I’m unwilling to part with this table and I have some ideas for repairing the table but I’m in need of access to tools/materials.
Does anyone know where I can access a bandsaw/wood or have information about who I can contact for furniture repairs within Kelowna? I’m willing to pay a fee.
Thanks in advance!

In my late teens (2008-2009) there was a literal hype around that particular size. I think it might have even been a bit before that with all the thin hollywood stars. But the ''trend'' of trying to get down to a size 0 didn't become mainstream until about 2008. I remember so many people were dieting like crazy to get to that size in my last year of high school.
I remember just drinking coffee and eating spinach for two years (2008-2009) to try to get into a coveted pair of size 0 rock and republic jeans. Well despite the absolute starvation diet I never got to that size - the smallest I could get was an 8 despite everything.
I'm not sure if I saw myself as fat (I don't think I did) but I still saw myself as not being ''thin enough to meet the beauty standard''. The standard was unbelievable back then - to be as thin as a runway model and when you think about it now it's so hard to believe. There was also very little fitness and sculpting on trend, I mean I don't think I knew anyone who went to the gym for anything other than to get skinny-er. The concept of greatly sculpted butt or building muscle was just foreign then. It was just all about ''let's all look like Lindsay Lohan''.
What a different world. I don't know how I could have survived on that spinach and coffee diet for two years to be honest. The lack of nutrition... yikes. The good thing for me is I gave up on my super skinny dream by 2010. I feel like today we live in a world where women are no longer interested in looking emaciated - thin yes, but they at the same time want a semi hourglass figure and some level of healthy curves. Nothing like in our youth. There's a ''thin'' trend going on for Gen Z teens on tiktok for sure but it's still nothing like our scary skinny myspace era one.

Amargo Pargo the most famous Spanish pirate in the Caribbean and around the coast of Africa. He had attacked, and rarely lost a battle, many ships fell under his name in the Caribbean, he was so good at being a pirate that he had a stand still fight against Black Beard. Does that remind you of anybody? What even more interesting is he always gave back all his riches to the poor. Although Luffies, devil fruit and personality is from mythology, the pirate Oda based Luffy on was Amargo Pargo because Luffy always give back to the world through his kind actions. Still don't believe me? Well here's where things get real interesting, Amargo Pargo ended up becoming a free mason, and when he died there was reports, that he had a book that was a list of all of his possesions. That book was reported to have the letter D on it, all though no one could actually find it. As overrated as this sounds, we talk about the will of D and wonder what that means in One piece, this dude literally has a book with a letter D on it, it is his will of D and he's apart of a secret society, just like how only some characters has the letter D in their name. It freaky to think about, but look up the this pirate on wiki, its legit. Oh one last thing, the one piece, we wonder where that Idea came from, well turns out Amargo Pargo, had three keys to a treasure which no one has ever found. The letter D comes from a book that missing? Perhaps the one piece idea came from his treasure, and maybe just maybe the ancient weapons idea came from the keys. Now this maybe up to intereptation, but everyhting I've said is legit, look at Amargo Pargos wiki.

In my 2000 dodge vehicle the passenger side seat belt tongue has some sort of a locking feature on it where, when buckled, if you pull the seat belt to tighten the waist down (take out slack) the tongue auto "locks" and does not feed the webbing backwards (give slack) unless you unbuckle -- hence the waist portion of the seat belt can get tighter and tighter over the course of a drive. The driver's side tongue doesn't do this and allows the seat belt webbing to move freely through the visible single slot/hole; allowing the driver to move their hips freely throughout the drive. I am not talking about ELALR functions as these relate to the upper retractor, not the tongue/buckle. I also don't need to know the part number or tongue/buckle type. Is there a word for the kind of locking mechanism found on the tongue of certain seat belt buckles?

I’ve been living with my inlaws for over 9 months now and just hate it. My husband (then bf) and I had been living together for about 6 months before his mom moved in with us for her cancer treatment.
His mom is very difficult to deal with and everyday I live in constant stress of facing her. It all started even before we started living together. It started when he told her that we were dating and wanted to get married. She started calling him at odd hours and crying to him about her insecurities concerning me. Then expected me to call her everyday. I am very introverted and never liked calling anyone. Somehow, after a lot of fights with my bf, she was okay with me calling once a week.
Then, there were issues relating to her moodiness. She kept feeling hungry all the time and got annoyed at weird things. Things got worse when she would randomly give me silent treatment and then I would stop talking to her. My mom also came over to take care of her sometimes, but I felt that would result in frequent episodes of MIL disrespecting her. She would bear it, but I couldn’t and I requested her to stop visiting her. MIL would keep my house dirty (still does, but it’s better now, thanks to DH), demand that things be cooked for her even before us (who would go to office and had to get lunch packed for ourselves), run the washing machine to wash just 2-3 clothes, leave the lights and fans on wherever she goes, leave the boiled milk outside the fridge all day and stop me also from doing so, waste a lot of food and leave the geyser on without any use. And I started to complain to my bf because I wasn’t used to all these habits. I agree the timing may have been wrong but these habits really got to me. But I was the one who ended up apologising to her for all this.
Then there was so much drama over our marriage. It was first supposed to happen at his native place (in UP) and as per his traditions, but due to his mother’s sickness, we had to do it at mine. My parents were more than willing to arrange for everything. Then happened the drama over the date of the wedding. Was supposed to happen on Dec 5 initially, but later due to her sickness and less time for prep here (they only said in the last min that they were incapable of doing it at their native), all decided it would be on Jan 27th. Now, again a few weeks before the wedding, they requested to postpone by another 10 days because his mom was immunocompromised due to her chemotherapy. There was no guarantee that she would be able to attend the reception even after 10 days. Also, in their tradition, the groom’s mother does not attend the pheras. My parents very politely explained to them that rescheduling again and again would be very difficult. And they didn’t understand that till date. My parents suggested a court marriage, they disagreed. They suggested having just the pheras on 27th and a reception later, they didn’t agree to that as well. Till date they are mad at my parents and they are not on talking terms. So the wedding still happened on Jan 27th and after that they called my parents and disrespectfully stopped them from visiting me at my house in their presence (they want to live with us in the future and that means my parents can never visit me). I’m so mad at them and will be till they apologise to my parents. They’ve blocked them everywhere and don’t want to be in touch. In a way, it’s a good thing for me cuz of all the drama they do and things my parents get to hear from them.
Now, after our marriage, inlaws have been mostly nice with me, but it really annoys me that all my freedom has been snatched away. I’m under constant stress. They ask me to touch their feet EVERYDAY, pray EVERYDAY, wear sindoor, bichiya and a glass bangle in each hand EVERYDAY. It’s really uncomfortable and I don’t like wearing all these symbols of patriarchy. I don’t mind on occasions or whenever I want to wear them, but hate to do it everyday. My husband does these things in solidarity with me, but we both face discomfort. Initially they expected me to wear a bindi everyday. I wore, but slowly stopped. But one day my FIL again reminded me to wear a bindi on western outfits. The problem with me is I can’t be assertive, I can’t say no, but that one day I just said it doesn’t go well with western. He told me I had to wear these things as I was married. MIL took my side that day and asked him not to force me for this. But I cried all day. I hate people asking me to do things I don’t like. Now, the treatment is done and I can’t wait for them to go away to their native. FIL is retiring this year and I’m afraid they’ll move in with us. I don’t want them to. I want my space and my freedom. Right now, I just want them gone to their house and I want my house back with me. I hate that they have hijacked it. I want to get rid of the sindoor, those glass bangles and all signs that display patriarchy. If I had it my way, I would not want to live with them ever. I’m fine taking care of them, they could live nearby and occasionally visit us, but I don’t see myself living with them permanently. I have had panic attacks, my heart rate goes up very very frequently and my mental health ruined because of them. My husband is trying to help me, do things with me, calmly handling his parents, but he can’t keep them in a separate house. Parents in their culture live with their sons, and he being the only son has to keep them. I can’t live with them like this but don’t know how else to deal with this. Everytime I visit my parents house, I feel so free. I feel I can live my life on my terms. Then I’m reminded that I need to call MIL everyday even from here or she’ll start complaining and annoy us even more. I don’t like calling her as she gives me stress and makes me feel guilty for coming here. Then I get even more frustrated and it leads to fights between me and my husband.
My husband is the absolute opposite of them. Values logic and reasoning. Doesn’t believe in imposing things on anyone. Believes in ‘live and let live’. Whatever progress we have made on this topic, is mostly because of him. But he too has become frustrated. I’m afraid if this goes on for long, it’ll cause the end of our relationship and I don’t want this. Please help!

I'm contemplating if I want to pursue research at my university in something that actually interests me or pursue research at a medical center that would fit the interests of the faculties in the nearby programs I'm looking at. I feel frustrated that I really have to choose between something I like and something that would make my application look shiny, even though I'm not as interested in it.
I've been advised to choose the path that makes you happy, but this system 'academia' doesn't work that way. With limited clinical/counseling psych PhD programs that have limited faculties with interests that might not fit your own plus hundreds of other applicants wanting a spot, many people don't have much of a choice but to prioritize trying to look good then pursue what makes them happy. I can try to push towards programs out of state that have faculty that fit my interests, but I'm going to be paying big bucks there even if these programs are funded, where ill likely be living kinda poorly for a while which shouldn't at all be taken so lightly. I'll also be moving to a new location where I'll live for the next 6 years of my life with no family or friends.

I live in a multi-unit complex. The maintenence man is insistent that my toilet isn't the problem because its not continuously flushing, but he went on a wild goose chase trying to find where the water was flowing from today. I really think something is wrong with the toilet and not somewhere else in the building. What do you all think ? Please help, it's really loud, my apartment is only 450sqft this noise takes up the whole place. At least it still flushes.

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Hey drummers, I'm about to start a cover band to make some money beside the job and to entertain people with music they know and appreciate. Of course I need to rehearse all the songs, but what is most demanding for me is to memorize all the song structures. 20 years ago I would have written down all the song structures on a piece of paper. But nowadays there must be some apps that can make thid easier. I've seen Jordan Rudess use an app in the drumming auditions that runs all the sheet music while he plays. I guess that's overkill for me. Does anybody know or even use such an app or program for live gigs?