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2023.06.04 05:04 ProposalEcstatic3944 Crazy for K9s Knoxville Tennessee- Fosters Needed
2023.06.04 04:33 Munchulax [US][Selling] Miscellaneous volumes for sale
Hi, I am trying to clear out some miscellaneous volumes I no longer need! I've added several volumes that weren't in my last post.
Prices don't include shipping, but after $50, I'll take $5 off shipping. Please feel free to make offers, especially if you are bundling many volumes! Thank you!
Timestamp:
https://imgur.com/a/8PU1fiL I tried my best to photograph any noticeable defects.
Additional photos for the books that are horizontal in the current timestamp photo (from a previous post):
https://imgur.com/a/XnEwqnU Volume | Price | Condition | Condition Notes |
5 Centimeters Per Second | $7.50 | G3 | |
Adachi and Shimamura Manga 1 | $6.00 | G4 | Crease on front cover, scratch on back cover |
After the Rain 1 | $6.00 | G3 | |
Animal Crossing: New Horizons 1-3 | $14.00 | G4 | |
Bakemonogatari, Part 2 : Monster Tale | Free | G1 | Severe water damage |
Bakemonogatari, Part 3 : Monster Tale | Free | G1 | Water damage |
Barakamon 18+1 | $8.00 | G4 | Imperfect cover |
Chioâs School Road 1 | $4.00 | G2 | Spine impact damage |
Flying Witch 1 | $5.00 | G3 | |
Gakuen Polizi 1 | $5.00 | G3 | Yellowing, sticker on back |
Hakumei and Mikochi: Tiny Little Life in the Woods 8 | $8.00 | G4 | |
Hanamonogatari | $5.00 | G3 | |
Horimiya 1 | $6.00 | G4 | Back cover has slight crease, wouldn't show up in photo |
Horimiya 12 | $6.00 | G5 | |
Horimiya 13 | $6.00 | G4 | Front cover has slight crease |
I've Been Killing Slimes for 300 Years and Maxed Out My Level 1 | $5.50 | G4 | |
Inukami! Omnibus 2 | $7.00 | G3 | |
Koizumi Loves Ramen Noodles 1 | $5.50 | G4 | |
Kubo Won't Let Me Be Invisible 3 | $6.00 | G4 | Dent on back cover |
Laid-Back Camp 1 | $6.50 | G4 | |
Laid-Back Camp 1 | $6.50 | G4 | |
Laid-Back Camp 4 | $7.00 | G5 | |
Mamotte Shugogetten 2 | $6.50 | G4 | |
Mamotte Shugogetten 4 | $5.00 | G4 | |
My Youth Romantic Comedy Is Wrong, as I Expected 7.5 | $7.50 | G4 | Spine tear |
Otorimonogatari | $5.00 | G3 | |
Pokémon Adventures Collector's Edition 2 | $8.00 | G4 | Back cover creased |
Prince Freya 1 | $5.50 | G4 | |
Ran and the Gray World 7 | $6.00 | G3 | Front cover creased |
Shikimori's Not Just a Cutie 1 | $6.50 | G4 | |
Suspension: Kubitsuri High School | $6.00 | G3 | |
The Way of the Househusband 5 | $6.50 | G4 | Scratch on back cover |
Toilet-bound Hanako-kun 1 | $6.00 | G4 | |
W Juliet 1-3 | $15.00 | G3 | |
Attack on Titan 25 & 26, My Hero Academia 11 & 21, One-Punch Man 16 | $4.50 ea or $20 for all 5 | G3-G4â | |
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2023.06.04 04:13 Seastarstiletto The Chicago train cat is now up for adoption!
| If youâre familiar with the L-riding cat and fell in love with him, youâre in luck! He was brought to the shelter by the stop in Oak Park! His name is Ellis (in honor of his love for the L) and he is ready to find his new stationary home! Check him out at the Animal Care League website! submitted by Seastarstiletto to chicago [link] [comments] |
2023.06.04 02:25 BabyStormpa Human Cockfighting League
Float like a butterfly, sting like a penis. That's the long and short of it. I'm Max Reilly, and I run the human cock fighting league.
The game is simple. It's the best of five rounds, the fighter with the most hits wins. But, the fans are really here to see a knockout.
(And the winner is... Chub Norris!)
[Cheering]
Chub has been the reigning H.C.F.L. champ, three years running. That's one more tool belt for the trophy case. He's gotten so good, the other fighters, they don't have a choice but to play dirty.
(Keep it below the waist! That's your first warning!)
(Hey, hey, hey! Hands behind your back. Members only!)
Cock fighting isn't just some kind of pissing contest. It's an acceptance of one's full humanity. Exposing our most private parts and enduring excruciating pain. And believe it or not, a lot of our fans are vegans. Although we aren't exactly a legal operation, we are ethical. Human cock fighting provides the same kind of excitement that any animal fighting would provide. But, in a consensual, cruelty-free package.
(That's my dick tonight!)
That's why animal rights groups and local shelters are our biggest sponsors. We're putting the "human" back in "humane."
Most men are insecure about the size of their schlong. But, here at the H.C.F.L., we celebrate all shapes and sizes. So we created four different weight classes: knob, cock, dong and chode. No matter what size you are, if you want to battle with the pros, you gotta to train like a pro. You practice how you play: hard. But a good training day just.. it goes to waste without proper recovery. And, in accordance with H.C.F.L. regulations, every fighter has to weigh in before every fight.
For our uncircumcised fighters, we enforce the "don't be whack, pull it back" motto. At the end of the day, we need everything to be fair and square.
After a match, if I spot an erection lasting more than four hours, I know someone's been doping. That's an automatic suspension. On the flip side, sometimes fighters get performance anxiety, and that's where good coaching comes in.
(I need you to focus, you have to get that dick up! You have to get that dick hard! Who's the big boy? Who's the big boy?)
(I'm a big boy, I-I'm a big strong boy.)
(Say it again.)
(I'm a big strong boy!)
(AGAIN!)
(I'M A BIG STRONG BOY!)
(AGAIN!!!)
(I'M A BIG. STRONG. BOY!!!)
(GET IN THERE!)
Human cock fighting isn't just a sport, it's a community, a community of people who are a cut above the rest.
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2023.06.04 02:04 ProposalEcstatic3944 Knoxville TN- Crazy for K'9s Needs Knoxville Foster for Peterbilt
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=254766883891230&set=a.190551980312721&type=3
Meet Peterbilt!
Handsome GIANT BOY! Heâs showing signs of shelter deterioration, also possibly needs his hip checked out. People are mistaken this big 103# Teddy Bear as aggressive when walking by him bc heâs confused and unsure of new people but give him a treat and immediately gains all his trust đ·đ·
We are looking for a EDUCATED on mastiff breeds FOSTER while we have a trainer evaluate him, and a vet looked at him. He would need to be in a home with no kids, no other animals- until we can properly test him & evaluate him.
Just look at that faceđ· heâs been through war, letâs be his refuge đ·đ·
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#LetsFreePeterBuilt đ·
đ·Foster needing to be located in the Knoxville area đ· Foster MUST be educated with the mastiff breed and can handle 103 lbs physically đ· đ· No Kids, No other animals đ· all supplies will be covered by the rescue
đ· even if itâs a temp foster until we can properly test him & evaluate medically, we just donât want to take any chances bc of his size- đ·IN THE SAME BREATHEđ· I think he just needs out of the shelter because everyone loves him and he loves everyone that he knows and has paid their dues with đ·treats đ·đ·
Anyone up to help us help this baby?
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2023.06.04 01:38 bravo_delta_bot Cardinals After Dark 6/3
Linescore | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | R | H | E | LOB |
Cardinals | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 2 | 7 |
Pirates | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | | 4 | 8 | 0 | 4 |
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2023.06.02 19:43 tulpacat1 To Kill a Predator, Chapter 22
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To Kill a Predator is a work of fan fiction set in the Nature of Predators universe originally created by
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Memory transcription subject: Jarkim, Unemployed Krakotl Date [standardized human time]: November 30th, 2136
If they were following standard procedure, theyâd be storing munitions separate from personnel and weapons. In guild offices there were hermetically sealed rooms for it, ensuring any stray fires would be snuffed out as soon as they devoured all the oxygen.
In a place like this, my bet was one of the sheds or root cellars. I had sent Russo and Mosun to handle the garage and workersâ quarters.
Of course it was possible they hadnât got enough fuel, ammo, and explosives to prosecute their campaign. Possible, but unlikely. The attack on the shelter hadnât been the actions of a group running on fumes.
Honestly, if I were in their position Iâd hole up here too. A large farm makes sense. Theyâd have phosphorous, ammonium nitrate, local stores of benzene or fuel oils, ipsom grain to make into powder, even the septic tanks if youâre really desperate⊠thereâs more ways to create fire bombs at your average farm than I can be bothered to count. I ran the math in my head. I didnât like the result I got: the Liberators probably had enough fire to turn every human in the district into ash several times over, and they might still have enough left over for everyone who voted for Tarva too.
I approached the first shed with Slavik. It was one of the simple above-ground ones. Unlikely target to bear fruit, in my mind, but it was the closest. âIâll go in first. You watch out with the rifle.â
They nodded at me, grimly.
The door opened and I rushed into the darkness.
âItâll be the fourth.â
âWhyâs that?â
âFourâs a lucky number.â
âNo itâs not.â
âSure it is. If you have to count past it, you have to use a second paw.â
The first shed had been empty but for tools. The second had held spare parts for their generators. The third had led to a root cellar full of sun-dried and salted fruit, and some jars of preserves.
Lucky number four was a steel door surrounded by concrete inset into the ground, and as soon as it was wrenched open the stench of chemicals assaulted me. Even Slavik coughed with distaste, and they didnât have a nose.
âWell Slavik, turns out you were right.â
âThat⊠does not taste lucky.â
âIt doesnât, does it. Alright, letâs go.â
I moved in. Slavik was right behind me. We headed into the gloom, slowly waiting for our eyes to adjust. Slavik muttered a bit before turning on the light attached to their rifle. They swiveled their entire torso back and forth, eyes focused on the rifle sights.
Industrial tanks of chemicals stood like forlorn monsters in the dark, the threadbare light by the rifleâs muzzle casting ugly and stark shadows.
âNever shouldâve come here.â
I froze. The voice was coming from behind me⊠and to the left.
There was a second Venlil, lunging out from behind one of the tanks with a breaching tool held in both paws. He struck Slavikâs gun, and I heard the weapon hit the stone floor somewhere in the dark. With a second swing he caught Slavik across the head, and they went down hard.
I lunged at him, talons grasping for purchase in the short Exterminator-cut fur of the assailant. I got a good digging grip and pulled him back, raking grooves in his shoulders in the process and sending the crowbar clattering into the shadows.
I recognized him as Vilrak, and he screamed with anger and pain and managed to strike me in the eye with his elbow. I reeled back, squawking, when his paw struck me in the stomach. Pain blossomed and spread like fire. His claws were outstretched, and dug in under the feathers and tore skin.
In response I lashed out with a talon, tearing bloody gouges in his snout. Venlil snouts are sturdy and solid bone, and I did little actual damage. It was still enough to send him back with a yelp.
We both caught our breaths, blood dripping from claw and talon alike.
Slavik was on the ground. They werenât moving.
âVilrak, itâs over⊠Stand down.â
His voice was filled with loathing. ââŠJarkim. So Karta failed to get rid of you, you traitorous piece of-â
I interjected immediately. âWhat youâre doing here isnât going to work.â
âOh, but it is. Weâre going to bring Venlil Prime back to sanity, and back into the Federation.â
âThereâs no going back. The Interview, the humans, the proof that even the
Arxur can be bargained with after they returned their Venlil cattle⊠The galaxyâs a different place than it was just a cycle ago.â
âSo what?â
I plead with him to turn from his path. When he realized and accepted the situation, heâd do the right thing. Just like I had. âWeâre going to have to learn to live in the new world. One that doesnât need us. We believed our job was necessary⊠We were only acting on⊠On the information we had, the information we were given. But we were wrong. Listen to me, Vilrak. Thereâs another path here. We can reform the Exterminators. We can make it into something better, something that serves the community.â
He straightened up and lashed his tail at me, turning and walking away. One eye was locked on me the entire time. âOh you stupid, sanctimonious fuck. Youâre the only one who ever believed any of that predshit.â
I paused. ââŠWhat?â
He walked slowly. I followed, staying at a careful distance. âBeing an Exterminator was the perfect job. We had respect. We had
power, Jarkim! Youâre the only one who didnât seem to realize that! Oh, you useless damn joke of a Krakotl⊠You turned your beak and curled your talons every time you had to pull the trigger, and always made sure the PDs came in without a fight. The rest of us loved it!â
I felt sick. I had never liked Vilrak, but this wasâŠ
Like Vikar, and Renak, and Luarik, and Karta, and⊠Not unprecedented. But hearing it put in such stark termsâŠ
âI always hated rolling out with you, because youâre too insufferably straight-laced. The rest of the guys understood the opportunities. But not you, oh no. As soon as you get in the van the fun stops. No taking money to make PD cases go away, no letting off steam with the rods and some drunk, no sharing cuties collared in the back of the vanâŠâ
My talons itched to tear out his
evil fucking throat. But more than that, I wanted to tear down the entire system I had been complicit in. I had looked the other way, made sure to not ask awkward questions I didnât want the answers to. And that made me one link in the chain. The facilities, the prosecutors, the assessors, they were all working with the Exterminators. Everyone knew that we were the only way theyâd stay safe, the firebreak between the civilians and the predators. So they let us do whatever we wanted.
âVilrak⊠Itâs not going to stay that way anymore. It canât. It mustnât. The winds are changing. If everyoneâs as⊠sick and twisted as you, and the Exterminators canât be reformed? Then weâll be abolished instead.â
âThatâs right, because the humans are fucking it all up! They did more for Venlilkind in one paw than we Exterminators have done since we joined the Federation, just by sharing food with the greys! And now everyone knows it!â
âExactly. Thereâs no going back.â
âYeah, well. Itâs worth a shot.â
When he turned to face me again he was holding a flamethrower, the tank under one arm and the nozzle under the other. In the darkness I only realized he was firing when it spewed incendiary death in a wide arc.
I had to gracelessly take flight, leaping back and thrashing with my wings to get behind one of the chemical tanks in time. I ended up smashing into the wall for my trouble, and I felt something in my wing snap.
But seeing the burning trail where I had stood a blink of an eye beforehand, it was still a worthwhile trade-off.
Other than what little light the fires gave off, and the light from the open door, the room was dark. The flashlight on Slavikâs gun had gone out.
I slowly crept around the tank⊠step by step. Listening for the Venlilâs footsteps, and hearing nothing.
I heard the sound of the tank shifting nearby, and froze in place. I held my breath.
He was speaking from just a couple of wingspans away, in the dark. âYouâre not the first predator Iâve had to hunt. And youâre not gonna be the last.â
There was a click as the flamethrowerâs ignition line turned on.
A line of fire spewed from the muzzle, sending me scrambling for cover again. I neednât have bothered, he wasnât aiming at me.
With the second line of burning fuel gel, he created a âVâ shape against the wall. He was simply boxing me in, cutting off my escape. Standard procedure when dealing with poor-visibility terrain.
Now all he had to do was hose the enclosed area, and that would be it.
I felt panic slowly begin to flood my brain, and forced it down. I couldnât let myself become an animal. He knew how to burn animals.
Gotta get out of here, or Iâm kindling. With only one working wing, I was rapidly running out of options. When Vilrak spewed another gout of flame, my options dwindled further. I took flight, my one wing fluttering as I twisted my body in a desperate attempt to get above the flames and the equally dangerous super-heated air right above them. I felt the oppressive heat and could imagine my feathers curl and blacken as I made my desperate lunge over the fire-wall.
My talons scraped the stone loudly upon my rough landing, and I ended up falling prone. I yelled out as I landed on my bad wing again.
Starting to rise slowly, far too slowly, I heard Vilrak whistle out a laugh from nearby. I saw his shadowed form looming out of the dark, lit from the side by the growing flames. The flamethrowerâs ignition line clicking on. Faced straight at me.
There was a bright, sudden light. And a scream.
Vilrak reeled back. So did I, good wing raised in a meaningless gesture of defense. I couldnât see anything, blinded by Slavikâs flashlight. I heard a shout. âJarkim, get down!â
I laid myself prone on the ground without hesitation.
KRAK-Ow Superheated plasma flew overhead, sizzling the air and filling the enclosed space with the rank stench of ozone.
The shot impacted Vilrakâs fuel tank. The ensuing breach sent burning fuel and bits of hot metal all over the cellar, and threw him back into the wall. With my head down I could do nothing but flinch and hope.
A searing lance of pain impacted my leg, making me squawk out. A glance down showed a piece of jagged metal the size of a wing feather sticking out of my thigh.
Blinking the spots out of my eyes and coughing from the smoke filling the room, I saw Slavik holding the plasma rifle. It was aimed at the prone Exterminator, who was already screaming and crawling. His legs were on fire, and looked shredded from shrapnel. The flames were eagerly eating their way up his short-cut fur, already spreading up over his back and sides. His voice was a high-pitched, babbling shriek.
All that confidence, bravado, and gleeful sadism had vanished the instant it was his turn. And I wasnât a good enough person to not take some vindictive joy in that.
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Not the flames not the flames please not the flames!! No no no nono please please not the flames!! Help meeeeee!!!â
KRAK-Ow The second shot took him in the face. I looked away sharply, not interested in seeing the results.
âCâmon, you useless lump. Move your ass before itâs cooked.â Slavik grabbed me by my good wing, dragged me out of the burning cellar like a sack of grain, and closed the door behind us.
The fire would eat through all the oxygen long before it burst any of the chemical tanks. Even so, Slavik didnât stop dragging me until we were a good distance away and we could both collapse in a panting heap on the ground.
Slavikâs head was leaking orange blood into their wool from the hit, and an ugly lump was already forming on their head. They looked at me darkly. ââŠThat was mercy. Iâm not going to let myself become the kind of person whoâd have let him burn.â
I felt jolts of pain searing through my body each time I coughed. âKhakh, Khahhk⊠Y-You just saved my life. You donât have to justify yourself to me.â
They looked down at their weapon in silence for a while, before speaking so quietly that I barely heard it. âYouâre not the one Iâm trying to convince.â
After a long silence, I tried my arm and grimaced. My leg refused to even bend now that the adrenaline was flushing out, and I didnât want to take the metal out in case it was sitting in an artery. I didnât even want to know what my feathers looked like. ââŠWingâs busted. L-Leg too. Iâm no good like this. Khahhk⊠Iâll head back, you try to link up with the other team.â
Slavik shouldered the rifle, and lifted me up. âAfter I get you back to Hanya.â
The trek back was awkward, and slow. I was left to hop and cling to Slavik as they half-dragged me along. I hoped the other team was having more success.
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Memory transcription subject: Martin Russo, Human Refugee Date [standardized human time]: November 30th, 2136
I raise my hand to Mosun. Three. Two. One.
The door opens. Mosun lunges in low, I sweep in high.
Nothing greets us but silence. We sweep the ground floor of the main house slowly, room by room. I move my aim back and forth like a metronome as I seek targets. My eyes dart around from place to place. Those saccades the Venlil are so afraid of.
The place shows clear signs of being lived in. Very recently. There are still-damp dishes in the kitchen.
The living room is an even bigger tell. On the table thereâs a map of the whole district, and another of the town. Addresses are circled in different colors. I might not have recognized the map so quickly, except Iâve also been studying up for my own campaign.
As we search the place it appears that nobodyâs home. They seem to have removed all the signs of the original inhabitants. I see pale reverse-shadows on the wall where once hung pictures or pieces of art.
I tap Mosunâs shoulder. He looks at me, and I point up, then down, and give a shrug.
Upstairs or basement first? As Mosun considers the question, we hear a scream. I freeze stock still, and Mosunâs eyes go wide. Itâs from upstairs.
I brave a soft voice. ââŠIs thatâŠâ
Another scream. A word carries through the drawn out, inelegant blubbering. â
Mhh-aaa-aahhhahhhu-hurttii-hi-hiiinnnn!!â My blood feels ice cold, and my stomach drops out.
Jesus Christ itâs my name. Sheâs screaming my name.
Iâm acutely aware my tongue is dry.
Another scream, this time just a shrill sound of pain.
Iâm running up the stairs. My grip on the gun is so tight it hurts. For a few seconds my thoughts donât form words, just the panicked urge to rush to my beloved friend. To help and defend her.
Upstairs there are four rooms. Two on the left, one on the right, and one in the far back. The only one that matters is the one with the noise.
I rush to the door and almost wrench it open right away, but pause.
Stay frosty. Mosun almost runs into me in his haste to keep up.
I turn and look at him. His furious face mirrors mine. I cringe as another shout comes from the room right beside us.
He nods grimly and grabs the door handle. We both take a couple of deep, steadying breaths.
I raise my hand to Mosun. Three. Two. One.
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2023.06.02 17:47 Swimming-Toe-8050 AITA for still holding on to what my parents did to the past?
I (26f) grew up in a very controlling environment. It was so bad that I wasn't able to have friends, and on most days I struggle to stand up for myself. I had a choice on pretty much nothing and it was almost bordering on abusive.
I think the best way to explain it is by just giving some examples of what happened.
- My mother would read and monitor all my messages until I was 24. There were times when she would even call me while I was at class to get mad at me over something that one of my friends said on chat. She would yell at me because a friend would tell me a secret of theirs (usually involving their intimate life) that she disapproved of.
When I was in a very controlling and abusive romantic relationship, I would try to find comfort by talking to my best friend. She would intercept our messages and would call me in the middle of class saying that she was going to reply to him telling him that everything was OK (she genuinely did not know my boyfriend was abusive and controlling).
When I got into a very traumatic event that she knew about, I wasn't able to talk to my best friend about it and seek comfort because she already told him her version of events through my account, and I couldn't tell him twice.
- She would post pictures of me without my consent on my personal page, with captions that I myself would have never thought of or dreamed of writing. Think the most boomer level shit like "they said I'm SOOOOO tall!" (Who the fuck says that?!) . Whenever I confronted her and asked her to stop, she would say I'm suffocating her and being ungrateful. She knew I wanted to be a star, and she said I could never be a star because of how I was reacting to her posting pictures of me that I did not like (they were unflattering and very grainy). It got to the point where I was being made fun of at school because of such bad photos and bad captions, but she did not stop. When I told her about the bullying, she would just say that I was making up stories or to just not mind them. People genuinely thought that I was the person she made me out to be on social media, cringe captions and all, and of course nobody wanted to associate with me because "I" was so cringey, stuck up, and judgemental.
- When I was in elementary school, we were asked to write a report on any country of our choice. I was heavy into Egyptian culture at the time, and I was excited to write a report on Egypt. She refused to let me do it and demanded I write it on France. I tried to stand up for myself by doing it on Egypt anyway, but she made a report on France and made me turn it in. She even talked to the teachers after to be sure I gave the France report and not the Egypt report. When I was asked to write an on the spot essay a few weeks later, I made it on Egypt, not France. She got mad at me for that.
- She insisted that I stay within campus grounds at all times when I was in college. She would call me at random times to be sure I was not going elsewhere, and demand video call. Sometimes, she'd call in class. Several times, she called during exams. She would then get mad at me for not picking it up and making her call security. When I told her I was having exams, she would get mad at me for getting mad at her because she did not know (even if I told her???).
- If I wasn't picking up calls, she would call campus security to look for me and would not stop until they found me. There have been lots of situations where security got involved and bothered, but really I was just sleeping or taking an exam. It got to the point that I was always anxious and paranoid about my every move.
- I wasn't allowed to be in study sessions. I took a very difficult course in college, and so I needed help. Sometimes my classmates would hold study groups in preparation for midterms or finals. These groups would last past 12 MN, since classes sometimes end at 6 pm or even 8 pm.lIf she found out I was in this group and not in my dorm, she would call me, yell at me, and get security involved until I was back in my dorm, the exam be damned. Her reason for never letting me go out was because I took a difficult course and needed to focus, but she didn't let me get the help I needed for that course either.
- I had to give up the sport I loved to be a dancer. I had a sport I was taking up behind her back. Without going into too much detail, she considered it too masculine. But I was good at it. I was so good that they wanted to train me to enter the National Team and compete internationally. She pulled me out of the team and made me join a dance group I hated. I eventually got a leadership role in that group, and managed to get us a public performance. On the first public performance, I was starting to accept being a dancer. I was starting to feel happy in that field. While I was on cloud 9 on success, she pulled me aside and told me to quit the group because she was unhappy with the performance.
- Let's talk about that leadership role. For once, I though I had some control and power in a group. I tried hard to be a good leader. However, she would take control of the social media accounts and post things without my consent on to the social media accounts of the group. Other members were upset (rightfully so), and when I asked her to stop, she would say that the other members were terrible, didn't know what they were doing, and too young to know any better. She was older so what she was doing was right.
- You may ask where my father is in all of this. Whenever my mom and I would fight, I would raise my voice on purpose so my dad in the next room would hear me. I wanted him to save me. He never came. I thought it was because he was hard of hearing, but he admitted years later that he knew what was happening, but wanted me to face my own battles. I was a child. How do you expect an 8 year old to stand up to her mother?
However, he would get involved if I got disrespectful. He wanted me to face my own battles, but when I stood up for myself, he would punish me.
That's just some of the things they put me through. Because of all that, I wasn't able to get forward very successfully in life. I barely got my degree. I wasn't allowed to socialize, so I had very few friends and lots of social anxiety. I wasn't able to get a good paying job, so I can't afford a place of my own unlike my friends. I'm mentally and socially behind my peers.
When I was 25, I had a major breakdown that made them start getting more lax on me. I threatened to kill myself if they didn't change their ways. My mom relinquished control of my social media and started letting me go out whenever I want to. They actually started changing so we can fix our relationship.
Despite that, it still hurts. I get flashbacks of what I went through from the most random shit. Last night, I saw a video of the dance I used to do and had another breakdown.
My mom thinks I should let go of the past because she's changed. I explained that even if she's changed, it still hurts. She says that I'm making much ado about nothing because the past can't be changed, but she's trying to make it up to me. She also reminds me that she did so much to take care of me as a baby, including having to pull my own shit out because I couldn't poop normally. I'm being ungrateful for remembering only the bad times and not the good times.
I've always felt that my best friend, who was the only person to comfort me whenever everything was happening, was the only one I had on my side. She reminds me that she, as my mother, is really the only person on my side because she's the only one who stayed this long and sacrificed so much for me.
Am I the asshole for still holding her sins against her? Or am I being a problematic person for clinging to the past and not being able to move forward?
My mom keeps telling me that I should be stronger than that, that the mind is a powerful thing that can break past the pain, but I'm just refusing to move on.
EDIT: I can't go non contact yet because I still live with her and sleep in the same room as her. She's beside me as I type this. This is because I don't have enough savings yet to move out (her controlling didn't allow me to earn or hold down a job, and I've given up opportunities because she didn't allow me to take them). But the moment I have enough saved, I'm out. I don't want to go to a shelter either or go on government support because I recognize that other people have bigger problems than me and I'm still more privileged than a lot of other people. It feels wrong to take funding and space away from people who actually need it more. I don't think I'd be able to sleep at night if I knew someone else with bigger problems was suffering because I took their spot.
Update: I just want to clarify this so that everyone gets the full story. I still sleep in the same room as my mom because the spare room that I can move into is still a mess (it turned into a storage room over the years), and I'm still in the process of cleaning it out and turning it into an inhabitable space for myself. Ever since I threatened to kill myself, my parents have allowed me to drive and get my license, allowed me to get a job, allowed me to go out, and even allowed me to party.
Additional question: She's been begging me to go to therapy for a year now. Should I accept it? I'm worried that accepting their offer to pay for my therapy and possible medication ties me down more to them. I also feel most of my issues will disappear if I just move out.
Addendum: the situation for therapy, if I accept is: I go to a therapist of my choosing at my own schedule, and they will pay for it.
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2023.06.02 17:16 furmomofhundredpaws Just visited the dog pound this morning
Grabe lang! 5 days lang pala ang binibigay na grace period sa mga asong nahuli. If walang nag-claim sa kanila or if they don't get adopted, the pound will put them down once that grace period is up. Regardless if healthy or rehomeable yung dog.
Not sure lang sa time frame ng ibang pound, I heard sa iba umaabot ng 1 year.
Yung mga asong nahuhuli, naghihintay na lang na maipa-euthanize if walang mag-adopt.
Karamihan sa mga aso dun, nahuhuli sa kalsada. Pero marami rin na sinurrender ng mga owner nila because they don't want them anymore, because they're old, ill, deaf, have cataracts, or just bad teeth, or lumps and bumps, which might be cancer, and the owners can't afford the tests, or don't want to pay for them kaya their last resort is to surrender their dogs sa pound. It's so sad, really.
Though legal naman for the city pound to euthanize unclaimed animals after the holding period, pero nakakalungkot pa rin kung iisipin.
Kapag pupunta ka palang dog pound dapat ready ka emotionally, kasi sobrang heartbreaking if you know you can't save them all. Ang sakit sa puso makita yung mga mata nilang parang nagmamakaawa. (If you are a pet lover, you'll understand me. If not, you might think I'm being overly dramatic, but that's okay.)
Birthday ko tomorrow and decided to celebrate it na lang sa pound. Will try my best na makapag-rescue ng dogs, makahanap ng potential adopters. Ready na ulit ako masaktan bukas, hay.
Hay, I'm sad. Please please adopt, don't shop. Ang daming dogs waiting to be adopted.
Pagod na pagod na ko sa mga comments na puro "UP". Ganun siguro talaga kapag aspin noh?
Kapag may breed, naguunahan. Kaya naman pala mag-adopt, pero dapat may breed.
Kung milyonaryo lang ako, I would run a shelter, kaso hindi eh. Empleyado lang ako with a 5 digit-income. Pera ko napupunta lang sa pagpapa-kapon ng mga stray dogs and cats, pambayad sa vet ng mga asong nasagasaan.
Baka kaya hindi rin ako yumayaman. Wala eh, ito na siguro talaga calling ko... ang masaktan.
If may kakayahan kayong mag-adopt, please adopt. You can also send me a DM if you're interested. I will shoulder the pet transpo. Kung kakayanin ko, sasagutin ko na rin pagpapa-kapon.
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2023.06.02 16:35 ProvenStrange The Ultimate Disguise
Iâm not sure if this is the right place to be posting this, but I donât know where else to go for help. I know that after I describe the events that just happened, the ones involved may come looking for me. I have decided itâs worth the risk though. Iâm still pretty shaken up, but Iâm going to do my best to recall everything exactly as it happened. If something similar has happened to you or anyone you know, and you could advise me what to do next, I would really appreciate it. It might actually save my life.
Last night wasnât the first time I had been woken up by a sound coming from the wall behind my bed. It sounded like something LARGE and HEAVY sliding along the other side of the wall. It was especially odd, because I didnât think there was anything on the other side of that wall. I thought I had heard it several nights before this one, but was never certain if I had dreamt it or not. This time though, I knew I was awake. I was lying in bed next to my husband, Jason. I had my eyes closed, while trying to fall asleep. I couldnât stop thinking about the fight Jason and I had a couple hours before. He told me in the five years we had been married, he had never seen me like thisâ a complete shell of the person I once was. He told me that I had let my paranoia completely consume me. I could tell he was deeply concerned, but also frustrated with my lack of effort to dispel it. I knew that even if I was honest about what I was worrying about though, he would not understand.
I slowly sat up in bed, straining to listen for another sound. Maybe it was some kind of animal? It sounded much too large to be a raccoon though, and bears are not common in our area. As I slowly leaned in closer to the wall, my heart jolted as I heard a very loud, THUMP THUMP. It sounded like a deliberate pounding on the other side of the wall, almost as if it was trying to get my attention.
In a low whisper, I immediately called out to Jason as he slept next to me. How could he have slept through that? He didnât even stir, so I called his name again and tried touching his shoulder. He continued to sleep like a baby. I was about to call his name one more time when I remembered that my paranoia was the main reason for our fight earlier. Would he even believe me? I sat in the dark for a few more minutes before deciding to get up and investigate myself.
As I made my way downstairs, I caught a glimpse of a photo of the two of us from our honeymoon. Although it was from only five years ago, Jason and I looked so much younger. It was probably due to the fact that we were smiling so big. I have been trying so hard to be that happy girl in the photo for him and for me, but recently, I havenât even come close.
I decided to start my investigation of the mysterious sound with the garage, since it is located directly under our bedroom. I flipped the light on and scanned the room from wall to wall, looking for anything out of the ordinary. Everything looked the way it was supposed to. Our car was parked out on the street that night, so the garage was just a large, echoey room. Gardening tools, storage containers, cleaning supples and various pieces of sporting equipment packed the shelves along the far wall. There was also a small stockpile of food and water Jason liked to keep just in case of a disaster. Remember, being paranoid is my thing thoughâŠ
I made my way over to the shelves to see if anything could have made a noise like the one I heard. As I was halfway across the garage, I heard a loud SLAM come from above me. My eyes darted up to the attic door in the ceiling and the pull string that dangled from it. The string was slowly swaying from left to right.
Great. Thatâs normal, right? I never realized that our bedroom shared a wall with the attic until now. I thought hard about running upstairs to get Jasonâs help. That would be the most logical thing to do, but just as I was about to do that, I had this feeling. I had a very faint idea of what could be the source of the disturbance, but knew that it would defy logic. I also knew that based on the five weeks we had been together, if there was even the slightest chance that my suspicion was correct about the source of the noise, Jason would not understandâ nor would he even be willing to help me deal with it. If I was going to be able to protect the both of us, I knew I had to deal with this myself.
I walked over to the attic door and grabbed the pull string. With a loud CREEEAAAAK the door slowly swung down. I grabbed the ladder attached to the door and unfolded it down to the ground. I directed my attention back up to the ceiling, and stared into the black hole that was the attic entrance.
My eyes strained to make out anything inside, while I waited for somethingâ anything to come out of the darkness. I turned to the shelf next to me and grabbed a flashlight. After pointing it toward the black hole in the ceiling, I still couldnât make out anything, so I contemplated my options. Less thinking, just do, Mel. I knew that if I waited any longer, my thoughts would scare me into complete paralysis, so I began to climb. With each step, the ladder let out a painful creak. This ladder was as old as the house, and I have no idea if it was ever inspected. The way it would bend under my very minimal bodyweight made me realize the very real possibility that it could give out at any time. We really need to have this thing inspectedâŠ
The black hole grew bigger and bigger with each step. I held my breath the whole time, ready for either the ladder to crumble beneath me or something to emerge from the darkness. Thankfully, neither of those things happened. Once my head breached the attic opening, I remembered to breathe, and drew in a large breath of stale, musty air.
I scanned the attic with my flashlight. It wasnât really a roomâ more just a storage space between the ceiling of the garage and the roof of the house. The ceiling formed a triangle with the highest point being only five feet tall. As I slowly panned my flashlight across the space, its beam revealed various objects in storageâ an old dollhouse, a large shop vacuum, a full-sized scarecrow, a snow shovel, a vintage suitcase, a pair of kayak paddles, several boxes, and lots of Christmas and Halloween decorations. The holiday decorations appeared pretty unsettling in the beam of the flashlightâŠprobably because a lot of them had faces that were looking back at me. The witch especially gave me the creeps with her pale, green skin, hands covered in warts, and open mouth full of yellow teeth. Oh and donât forget the random Christmas elfâs detached head just resting on top of a box with its single, beady eye reflecting back at me! Why does it only have one eye?? Why is its head not with its body?? Why do we even have this thing??
After doing a full scan of the space with my flashlight, I reached behind me to turn on the attic light. The second the light turned on, I jumped as I heard the sound of movement coming from the pile of junk in front of me. I held my breath and stared long and hard, while looking for any sign of movement. THAT WITCH BETTER NOT MOVE, I SWEAR. After a long minute of waiting, nothing had moved in the slightest.
Just as I was letting out my long awaited exhale, a loud, âBWAK BWAK BWAK,â erupted from my right side. I whipped my head around to reveal a plush toy of a chicken lying on the floor on its side.
âBWAK BWAK BWAK,â its electronic voice box cried out again. I looked around, wondering what could have caused it to go off. The floorboards beneath me creaked as I crawled my way over to the plush chicken and picked it up. I stared into its black, soulless eyes. There was something about this chicken. It felt too personal for some reasonâ almost like it was a taunt. Then, I heard the sound of movement coming from the pile of junk again. I looked back and could have sworn one of the objects had moved. Was it the witch? The scarecrow? I couldnât tell for sure.
I waited several seconds before directing my attention back to the chicken. Thatâs when I noticed something behind it. About 4 feet up from the floor, there was a very small hole in the wall about the size of a pea. I put my eye up to it, and my stomach lurched. Through the hole, I could see right into my bedroom. I couldnât see the bed so well, but I could make out pretty much anything at eye level. Whoever or WHATEVER was in the attic could have been watching us this whole time. From inside the bedroom, the hole was positioned just under one of the framed pictures hanging on the wall. The shadow from the frame must have concealed it all this time. I could feel my heart rate begin to drastically accelerate. I turned back to the pile of junk, since whoever or whatever was in the attic with me must be hiding somewhere in that pile.
Thatâs when I noticed what had changed. Earlier, the scarecrow was sitting upright with its back against a box, but now it was slumped over with one hand extended out toward me. And was it closer?? I stared at its still, faceless head hidden in shadow beneath the brim of a wide, black farmerâs hat. I looked for any sign of life in its body, which wore a red flannel shirt covered in hay and stained khaki pants with patches on the knees. I began to hyperventilate. Come on, Mel! If you have a panic attack now, you are done for!
I slowly backed away from the scarecrow until I heard a loud CRUNCH under my feet. I looked down and saw that I had stepped on an empty plastic water bottle. I gasped in horror as I noticed several other empty water bottles along with empty food cans and a pile of blankets resembling a makeshift bed. SOMEONE WAS LIVING IN OUR ATTIC.
Before I could react, I heard fast stomping coming right toward me. I looked up and saw the scarecrow LUNGING for me. I fell onto my back with my eyes closed, and braced for the inevitable. I heard the sound of movement, the creaking of the ladder, and then all was silent. My eyes slowly opened. The scarecrow had vanished.
I crawled over to the attic entrance in the floor. The garage light below had now been switched off, so the way down was nothing but a black void. I grabbed the flashlight and pointed it down into the garage. I let out a gasp as I saw the scarecrow standing directly at the bottom of the ladder facing up at me. I wanted to scream, but nothing was coming out. It stood there perfectly stillâŠalmost too still for a person to be inside of it. Was this a person?? I waited and waited untilâŠit CHARGED at the ladder, making its way toward me.
I frantically dove toward the pile of junk and grabbed a paddle to defend myself. When I turned back to the ladder, the scarecrow was gone. There was only the rickety ladder and the black void below me. I gave myself a few seconds to catch my breath. If I was in fact dealing with what I suspected I was dealing with, I had a right to be scared out of my mind. I also knew that I couldnât let it get to Jason first. Whatever this thing was, I had to stop it.
After taking a deep breath, I made my way down the ladder. I held my flashlight in one hand and the paddle in the other. I made sure to alternate the flashlight between the steps below me and the rest of the garage. If the scarecrow was able to knock me off the ladder, I would be done for. When my feet finally touched the concrete floor, I wanted to let out a sigh of relief, but I knew the fight was still ahead of meâŠ.or maybe behind me. It was so dark, the scarecrow really could have been anywhere.
If I could just make it to the door to the house, I knew I could flip on the light, spot the scarecrow, and charge it with everything I had. I walked as fast as I could toward the door, whipping my flashlight in all directions. I only got halfway through the garage when I heard a loud squeaking noise to my left. I knew I wasnât getting the chance to make it to the light switch. I slowly turned my flashlight to reveal the scarecrow slumped over and sitting on an old, red Radio Flyer wagon.
This was it. I knew that the element of surprise was all I had.
I charged at it with everything inside of me. I swung the paddle again and again with all of my strength. I wouldnât let this thing ruin the life I had worked so hard to obtain. I didnât stop swinging until the scarecrow was completely facedown on the ground. My rage turned to fear as I slowly sensed something was off. I realized the scarecrowâs torso had become completely separated from its legs during the beating. My heart nearly stopped when I finally realized that there was nothing inside of the scarecrow but hay.
I poked its body a few times before I noticed a trail of straw leading away from it. Wherever this trail led to, I knew it wasnât going to be good. As I followed the trail of hay with my flashlight in one hand, I shakily held my paddle in the other, ready to strike again. The trail curled away from me until it ended at A PAIR OF BARE HUMAN FEET. I let out a quiet scream as I tilted my flashlight up as fast as I could andâWHAM! I could barely make out the image of a metal baseball bat whirling toward my head before everything went black.
I woke up only a few seconds later on the garage floor with my head throbbing in pain. My vision was fuzzy, but I could see there was a shape standing in front of me. It was backlit by the light of my flashlight, which had rolled away from me. It took a few seconds for my eyes to focus on the pair of bare, dirty feet in front of me, covered in hay. As I slowly tilted my head up, I could see those feet were attached to a pair of legs wearing tattered pants. Those legs were attached to a body with two armsâ one holding a metal baseball bat. The body was attached to a head, and on that head, was a face. It was exactly the face I feared I would see. It was the face of a woman with the exact same face as meâ the face of Melody Bennett.
âNo,â I gasped. âHow didââ
Melody stared at me with rage in her eyes. Pieces of hay covered her hair.
I turned my head to the side and looked at the scarecrowâs lifeless, empty body next to me. Then, I turned and looked at Melodyâs hay-covered feet.
I have to admit it now. Wearing the scarecrow as a disguise was a brilliant strategy. She really took a page from my book of deception and used it against me.
âYour life was mine,â I began to cry with eyes full of fear. âI took it from you.â
âIâm taking it back,â she declared and raised her bat high.
I tried to let out a scream, but it was too late. She was already on top of me. Whaling on me with the speed and aggression of a wild animal. She struck my head with the baseball bat again and again. With each blow, I could feel my face start to change out of the face of Melody and back into its natural form. First, my mouth morphed away, followed by my nose, and then my ears. Just as she was about to swing what would have been the killing blow, I threw my hand up and grabbed the bat. Both of us were now struggling for control of the bat. Thatâs when I could see my true face reflected in Melodyâs eyes. My two eyes were wide and bulging, completely filled with terror. My other features were completely gone. Smooth skin was now in their place. I looked into Melodyâs eyes as we struggled with the bat. This was a woman that would stop at nothing to take back her life and be rid of me. I wasnât going to win this fight. I had to escape.
My fear somehow gave me enough adrenaline to throw her off of me. I knew I only had a second before she would be on top of me again, so I booked it out of the house as fast as I could.
I didnât stop running until I was across the street hidden in the shadows of a neighborâs tree. I turned back to see Melody standing in front of her house blocking any hope I had of going back there to her beautiful, lovely lifeâ a life, which she had taken for granted until now. She had the last five weeks to think about it as she was living in the attic. All that time, she watched helplessly behind the wall of her own bedroom as I, an imposter wearing her face, tried my best to pass as her. She had all that time to watch me, study my weaknesses, and devise a plan to take her life back.
From across the street, I watched as she took in one last big breath, smelling the fresh air and appreciating the world she had once taken for granted. She slowly exhaled before walking confidently back into her house and locking me out for good.
I canât tell you how frustrated I am that this one didnât work out for me. I thought for sure that I had killed Melody before I had replaced her. I thought for sure that I was going to get to live in her place forever. I wonât make the same mistake again. Next time, I will make sure the person I am replacing is actually dead.
I know most of you reading this will probably think Iâm just a normal person making this story up to scare you. I was counting on that. You probably wouldnât believe me if I told you that there are many like me living among you.
To those of you that are like me, please let me know if you have had a similarly frustrating experience. Besides the very obvious mistake I already mentioned, what can I do differently next time? If you have any advice or know anything else I did wrong, please tell me.
I just want to find a nice life and be happy like everyone else. Why does it have to be this difficult?
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2023.06.02 05:04 m_halo Finely single and dog free
This could have easily been a book but Iâll try to be vague.
Itâs long overdue but I finely ended things with my gf. Itâs been a two year long rollercoaster of misery, misplaced anger, humiliation and âŠdog semen.
I wonât elaborate too much on ups and downs of our relationship (thatâs whole another story) but the final straw was her saying that if she had to choose saving human life or a dog she would have chosen a dog, thousand times over, even if it were my sonâs.
Dog runs this house.
I should have known this the very minute I stepped inside my gfâs tiny two bed apartment. Filthy couch with throw covering up dog filth from when poor little pooper had âan accidentâ. Dog necessities everywhere, not one, not two but 5 dog beds including a crusty old pillow on which the shit beast relieves itself đ€ą
This miserable creature was literally allowed to do whatever it please. Jump on furniture, on her bed, scratching itself on a wall leading to her apartment, leaving brown trail of dog filth. It would follow her around the apartment, always begging for treats. Whenever someone was in the kitchen, it would climb up on a couch backrest, nearly falling off of it and literally with its face in the cooking pots. Hair and dander everywhere and shitty asshole on where humans would later sit down. Itâs a smartest and most intelligent dog on Earth (and handsomest one of course) that she only whenever itâs cleaning time and she starts vacuuming, it would flip a switch in his pigeon brain and it would start humping the Dyson. (Itâs no surprise dog is not neutered)
My gf allowed this behaviour and let it finish itself off on a aforementioned crusty old pillow. That obnoxious creature would after walk around the apartment with his thing still dripping cum.
Going walkies was always stressful for me as she kept refusing to leash her dog. She would ger told off by passers by almost daily as her dog would always get in someoneâs way on walk or bicycle paths or it would run up to other dogs even without the other ownerâs consent. She would blatantly allow her dog to invade peopleâs personal space, piss and shit where âno dog toiletâ signs were up, on communal lawns or next to childrenâs playground and would argue with anyone who would reprimand her. How dare you!
Going somewhere with a car wasnât any different. This neurotic dog was allowed to roam freely around the car without harness. It would maybe sit on the back seat for 1.5 minutes before deciding it likes it more in the front, on a drivers knees. Itâs illegal here to be holding a dog on drivers knees while driving l, at highway speeds especially, but law doesnât apply to my dog, right? Weâre special. Gangway! Fido behind the wheel.
Same goes to leash laws in and around forests, my doggo loves animals and wouldnât hurt a fly. Why wouldnât it be allowed to play with them? Itâs favourite thing is digging up rodents holes. Bonus points for finding a nest and manage to kill few. Those damn instincts.
You canât own a dog if youâre not an animal lover and an activist yourself. And by animals you mean your dog, of course. After all you single handily saved this gods creature from an evil puppy mill. Youâve taken it from its birth mom to your tiny apartment to keep it for your amusement, ehm friendship. Youâve given it shelter, fed it human food (because of its special dietary needs and multiple food allergies). Youâve pumped it with meds because of its genetic disorders from birth. Youâve called it family member and everyone who says or thinks differently is a dog hater and you showed him the doors. Youâve kept pushing people visiting your house to worship it by petting and letting it lick them, it loves you and is happy to see you, see. Youâve corrected everyone who dared calling it a DOG.
Yeah nah, Iâm good
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2023.06.02 01:05 we-are-humanity Imaginaire partie 2
La discrimination est un autre exemple de nos actions. Elle est basĂ©e sur une diffĂ©rence insignifiante de lâindividu. La peur de lâĂ©tranger qui prend racine dans la nature de lâHomme durant ces premiĂšres gĂ©nĂ©rations. Et cette mĂ©fiance est si futile et irrationnelle quâelle est capable dâinfliger de lourd dĂ©gĂąt lorsquâon lâa mise dans la tĂȘte de tous. Et malgrĂ© la religion et la science qui ont pour vocation dâunir lâhumanitĂ© vers la lumiĂšre. La peur, lâobscurantisme et beaucoup dâinfluence prennent parfois le dessus. Et les rĂ©sultats obtenus sont trĂšs Ă©loquents. Nous avons implantĂ© les discriminations dans toutes les cultures, elles prennent des formes et des degrĂ©s diffĂ©rents, mais sont prĂ©sentes Ă toutes les Ă©chelles, discriminations sur les religions, sur la couleur de peau, sur les origines, opinions. Toutes les diffĂ©rences entre individus sont des prĂ©textes supplĂ©mentaires pour ajouter de lâanimositĂ© dans homo sapiens. Fort Ă lâextĂ©rieur faible Ă lâintĂ©rieur. Le XXĂšme siĂšcle sera pour tous un siĂšcle trĂšs mouvementĂ©. Il voit le jour avec lâapothĂ©ose des grands empires qui traduit la soif dâexploration de nouvelles contrĂ©es et de domination face Ă lui-mĂȘme. Sa propre colonisation fera des ravages. Au dĂ©but du siĂšcle se produit un Ă©vĂ©nements que nous nâavons pas du tout imaginĂ©. La dĂ©couverte par des scientifiques de la relativitĂ© restreinte. Cette thĂ©orie scientifique est le premier pas vers la dĂ©couverte notre espĂšce mais Ă©galement de notre univers. Elle est la raison de ma mission sur Terre, car lâhumain Ă©volue de plus en plus vite avec ce surplus dâĂ©nergie. Il lui reste beaucoup Ă faire avant de le voir nous envahir. Mais si rien nâest fait il le fera pour sĂ»r avec au moins autant de cruautĂ© quâil sâest infligĂ© Ă lui-mĂȘme. DissipĂ© lâĂ©nergie apportĂ© par les Ă©nergies fossiles, telle est notre mission. Pour lâaccomplir nous avons Ă©tudiĂ© la situation dâhomo sapiens. Il sâest appropriĂ© toute sa planĂšte. Et dans le monde colonial quâil sâest infligĂ©, plus aucun individu nâest indĂ©pendant vis Ă vis de son semblable. GrĂące aux progrĂšs techniques notamment mais surtout Ă lâidĂ©e grandissante de nation qui sâest diffusĂ©e avec la pĂ©riode des empires. Par un jeu dâalliance bien aiguiller de notre part, un conflit entre deux nations peut entraĂźner par effet domino des milliers voire des millions dâhommes vers un combat meurtrier. Une guerre mondiale, planĂ©taire. Nous avons dĂ©montrĂ© quâil Ă©tait possible dâentraĂźner lâhumanitĂ© toute entiĂšre dans un conflit sanglant et dâĂ©vaporĂ© toute lâĂ©nergie de notre victime dans sa propre perte. Cette guerre nous a fait beaucoup progresser, elle a ouvert une boĂźte de Pandore. Une course Ă lâarmement, un dĂ©veloppement de technologie jamais vu dans notre but de tuĂ© homo sapiens. Nous avons naturellement dĂ©cidĂ© de tout mettre en Ćuvre pour laisser cette boĂźte ouverte. Nous nous sommes assurĂ©s de voir signer les traitĂ©s de paix les moins pacifistes quâils soient. Qui invitent Ă la vengeance. Pour voir naitre nouvelle guerre mondiale. Nous avons imaginĂ© un nouveau schĂ©ma pour contrĂŽler les Ătats. Au lieu dâune famille royale ou dâun systĂšme dĂ©mocratique, qui laisse peu de marge de manĆuvre pour nos conseillers. Nous avons imaginĂ© un systĂšme oĂč tous les pouvoirs reposeraient dans les mains dâun seul homme. Centraliser le pouvoir nous facilite la tĂąche. Dans les dĂ©mocraties ou la diversitĂ© dâopinion est importante, il nous faut convaincre beaucoup plus de monde pour arriver Ă nos fins. Plus il y a de diversitĂ© moins la population du pays est mallĂ©able pour nous. A lâinverse plus le dictateur a une emprise sur sa population plus nous pouvons faire de grandes choses. Nous rĂ©duisons au maximum la diversitĂ© intellectuelle du pays en dupliquant lâidĂ©ologie du grand chef dans la tĂȘte de tous ses citoyens. Ainsi sâil saute dâune falaise câest toute sa nation qui sautera avec lui, dans lâhypothĂšse oĂč la diversitĂ© cognitive ait Ă©tĂ© rĂ©duite Ă zĂ©ro. Et au milieu du XXĂšme siĂšcle nous avons failli atteindre ce zĂ©ro. On a mĂȘme cru voir la fin dâhomo sapiens. Nous avions acquis tellement de pouvoir avec nos dictateurs que nous nâavons mĂȘme pas eu de contestation Ă la mise Ă mort de dizaines de millions dâhumains. Nous avons mis en place une organisation mĂ©thodique, une industrialisation de la mort, cela nous a Ă©tĂ© trĂšs compliquĂ©. Il a fallu diviser la tĂąche pour que chacun apporte une petite pierre au tombeau de lâhumanitĂ©, tout en dissimulant le plus possible le rĂ©sultat final. Aussi il a fallu mettre en place un planning de la mort. En effet sâil ne se soucie pas de ce quâil ne voit pas, lâhumain ne peut pas vivre sans voir. Malheureusement lâhumain reste un animal imprĂ©visible et nos dictateurs se sont laissĂ© avoir par leur soif primitive de domination. Et ont provoquĂ© leurs chutes en provoquant plus fort quâeux. Certes elle a entraĂźnĂ© la mort de millions dâhumains mais a fait faillir notre tentative de mise Ă mort totale. Toutefois cette guerre mondiale nous a apportĂ© la clĂ© de notre mission. La bombe atomique. Lâhomme a dĂ©couvert la rĂ©action nuclĂ©aire en chaine, mais toute dĂ©couverte nâest pas bonne Ă prendre surtout en temps de guerre ou le seul but est de tuĂ©. Ainsi cette dĂ©couverte sera immĂ©diatement mise Ă disposition comme une nouvelle arme de destruction de masse. Une arme monstrueuse capable de rĂ©duire Ă nĂ©ant des milliers de vie humaine en une fraction de seconde. Quel que soit le futur, cette arme est un pas en avant vers lâextinction dâhomo sapiens. Cette arme est irrationnelle, Ă lâimage de la pĂ©riode Ă laquelle elle a Ă©tĂ© créé. Mais câest une nouvelle boĂźte de Pandore qui sâest ouverte et cette boĂźte a changĂ© Ă tout jamais notre approche de la mission. La prioritĂ© Ă©tant maintenant dâarrĂȘtĂ© Ă tout prix homo sapiens quitte Ă faire une impasse sur la vie sur Terre. AprĂšs cette guerre les humains ont mis en place une organisation mondiale censĂ©e ramener la paix et ne plus jamais se voir reproduire les horreurs passĂ©es. Et pourtant Ă peine le conflit terminĂ© que des tensions internationales sont rĂ©apparues. Les traitĂ©s de paix ne viennent pas apporter la paix, mais encore une fois rĂ©compenser les vainqueurs, en leur donnant une position Ă part dans lâorganisation. Ils sont ancrĂ©s dans lâoutil de paix et personne ne peut les arrĂȘter. Pour recrĂ©er un climat de tension et de mise en danger dâhomo sapiens, nous avons distribuĂ© lâarme atomique Ă de nombreuses nations pour que la prochaine guerre mondiale devienne nuclĂ©aire et rĂ©duise en poussiĂšre notre espĂšce ciblĂ©e. De plus nous travaillons depuis lors Ă la mise en place de dictateurs aussi puissant que ceux dâantan mais avec le feu atomique toujours dans les mĂȘmes ambitions. Nous avons Ă nouveau dirigĂ© les jeux dâalliance pour crĂ©e au rang mondial une bipolarisation du monde. PĂ©riode comparable au moyen Ăąge oĂč les religions se battaient pour imposer sa vĂ©ritĂ© aux autres. Il y eu beaucoup de conflits indirects entre les deux blocs, Ă chaque fois nous pensons avoir accompli notre travail. Mais lâhumain est si illisible que notre succĂšs est encore Ă faire et la bombe atomique nâa pas encore Ă©tĂ© employĂ© Ă grande Ă©chelle. Ces guerres nous ont quand mĂȘme donnĂ© une nouvelle carte en main en distribuant des millions dâarmes de guerre Ă un trĂšs grand nombre dâhumains. Ce qui constitue un excellent terreau pour convertir Ă lâĂ©chelle individuelle les conflits entre Ătats, et utiliser toutes formes de discriminations pour faire pression sur la dĂ©tente. Câest dans ce contexte de chaos que jâai Ă©tĂ© envoyĂ© en mission. Peu avant mon arrivĂ©e deux choses crĂ©e par lâhomme, allaient bouleverser mon planning, internet et les smartphones. Ces deux inventions combinĂ©es ont permis Ă lâhomme moderne de faire une petite rĂ©volution qui est de connectĂ© en temps rĂ©el des centaines de millions dâindividus. Et dans notre optique de casser les liens entre les individus cela nous a inquiĂ©tĂ©. En plus cette technologie sâest appliquĂ©e simultanĂ©ment dans tous les pays, pour tout le monde. Elle a mis en lumiĂšre des absurditĂ©s, fait trembler des dictatures, car nâimporte qui peut partager au monde entier ce quâil voit sans aucun filtre ni aucun dĂ©lai. Mais ce nouvel univers digital, nous lâavons su nous lâapproprier. En effet lâinternet rĂ©uni tous les humains, toutes les cultures car il ne possĂšde aucune restriction. Il rĂ©unit lâhomme dans un univers fictif. Câest grĂące Ă cette particularitĂ© quâil peut ĂȘtre un outil trĂšs puissant. Ătant donnĂ© quâil nâest pas contrĂŽlĂ© notre anonymat en est garantie, de plus la maniĂšre de fonctionnement dâinternet implique de stocker toutes sortes dâinformations trĂšs prĂ©cises sur chacun des utilisateurs. Ces informations nous y avons accĂšs, et plus il y a dâhumains sur internet plus notre connaissance dans homo sapiens sâaffine. Ces informations nous montrent instantanĂ©ment les effets de nos influences sur la cible. Avec internet, les rĂ©seaux sociaux se sont progressivement dĂ©matĂ©rialisĂ©s. Nous les avons dâabord soumis aux jeunes humains qui sont nos cibles les plus influençables et le futur de lâhumanitĂ©. Cette nouvelle arme que sont les rĂ©seaux sociaux nous a permis dâĂ©loigner encore plus lâhumain Ă lui-mĂȘme, dâalimenter les tensions en son sein en dupliquant toutes les formes de discriminations dĂ©jĂ prĂ©sentes dans le monde rĂ©el et en y ajoutant un nombre illimitĂ© de fausses informations. Lâhumain a rĂ©cemment fait Ă©voluer son monde dâinteraction digitale avec des rĂ©seaux sociaux qui utilisent la mĂ©moire de court terme. Cette Ă©volution amplifie le phĂ©nomĂšne de bulle cognitive avec une rĂ©pĂ©tition intensive dâinformations similaires et une augmentation du temps dâexposition Ă ces rĂ©seaux de nouvelle gĂ©nĂ©ration. La mĂ©moire Ă court terme ne laisse pas la place aux rĂ©flexions posĂ©es mais Ă lâirrationalitĂ© et aux Ă©motions ce qui a tendance Ă accentuer encore dâavantage lâaddiction de lâindividu. Nous sommes maintenant capables de mettre chaque individu dans sa bulle face Ă son Ă©cran, de telle sorte quâil nây ait pas deux bulles similaires, quâil nây ait pas deux humains semblables. Quâils ne se reconnaissent plus pour quâils sâaffrontent tous. En plus ces rĂ©seaux sociaux font apparaĂźtre leurs contenu grĂące Ă un algorithme, ce qui permet de choisir ce qui sera vu par qui, quand et oĂč. Nous pouvons choisir qui ira dans quelle bulle. Ainsi pour notre plus grand bonheur lâhumain nous a fait cadeau de lâoutil de propagande le plus puissant jamais vu dans son existence. On a obtenu en quelque sorte une dĂ©matĂ©rialisation de la vie sociale dâhomo sapiens, et une simplification de notre mission par la mĂȘme occasion. Câest notre nouveau moyen de pouvoir sur homo sapiens, et dans le futur nous allons le synchroniser avec les dictatures dĂ©jĂ existantes. Ce cocktail explosif nâa que peu de chance dâaboutir Ă une vraie fin pure et simple de lâespĂšce entiĂšre. Cela peut au plus lui apporter quelques Ă©gratignures. Tous ces artifices nâont que vocation Ă dĂ©tourner lâattention et Ă dissiper au maximum lâĂ©nergie acquise grĂące aux Ă©nergie fossiles. Car durant tout ce temps Ă©coulĂ© lâhumain a dĂ©ployĂ© une Ă©nergie folle pour se battre contre lui-mĂȘme et tous ces conflits lui ont apportĂ© des blessures qui finissent naturellement par cicatrisĂ©es et nâauront laissĂ© derriĂšre elles que quelques marques inutiles Ă son existence. Alors que pour nous ces conflits sont un gaspillage dâĂ©nergie trĂšs intĂ©ressant car elle nâest pas utilisĂ©e pour son savoir et elle propage notre poison en quantitĂ© abondante. Notre poison est le rĂ©sultat de la combustion dâĂ©nergie fossile. Un gaz Ă effet de serre trĂšs puissant. Il a Ă©tĂ© emprisonnĂ© par un long processus naturel long de plusieurs dizaines de millions dâannĂ©es. Et tous ce gaz Ă effet de serre capturĂ© Ă lentement changĂ© le climat sur Terre et a ainsi Ă lâaide de la sĂ©lection naturelle fait Ă©voluer les diffĂ©rentes espĂšces dĂ©jĂ prĂ©sentes. Les grands singes ont Ă©voluĂ© en homo sapiens indirectement grĂące au changement climatique trĂšs progressif apportĂ© avec la captation de carbone au fil du temps. Notre idĂ©e est essentiellement basĂ©e sur la destruction du travail de la nature. Et de maniĂšre trĂšs brutale de tel sorte quâaucune espĂšce nâait le temps dâĂ©voluer. Comme pour la fin des dinosaures ou un changement climatique brusque, entraĂźner par un astĂ©roĂŻde, a provoquĂ© lâextinction dâune majeure partie de la biodiversitĂ© prĂ©sente et a Ă©liminĂ© dĂ©finitivement la majoritĂ© des espĂšces prĂ©sentes. En fait le dĂ©rĂšglement climatique ne tue pas directement homo sapiens, mais disparition des conditions de son apparition va provoquer sa propre perte. Nos calculs ont dĂ©montrĂ© quâune espĂšce nâaura jamais la mĂȘme Ă©nergie que lâensemble des espĂšces vivantes additionnĂ©s. Cela pour la simple et bonne raison quâaucune espĂšce du monde vivant capte lâĂ©nergie de la mĂȘme maniĂšre et quâaucune espĂšce nâest capable de capter lâĂ©nergie reçu par sa planĂšte de toutes les maniĂšres diffĂ©rentes. Certes le savoir dâhomo sapiens lui a permis dâacquĂ©rir des technologies capables de capter de diffĂ©rentes maniĂšres de lâĂ©nergie, mais trĂšs rares sont les techniques qui sont aussi optimisĂ©es que des centaines de millions dâannĂ©es de sĂ©lection naturel. Ainsi chaque extinction dâespĂšces est autant dâĂ©nergie nĂ©cessaire pour remplacer sa fonction dans la biodiversitĂ© et prĂ©server un environnement hospitalier. Et ainsi plus le nombre dâespĂšces disparus est important plus il faut de lâĂ©nergie pour compenser leurs fonctions. Câest un cercle vicieux, si trop dâespĂšces disparaissent, homo sapiens perd toute lâĂ©nergie captĂ© par ces espĂšces, et en dĂ©pense infiniment plus pour remplacer leurs rĂŽles sur Terre. Et comme nous lâavons rendu dĂ©pend aux Ă©nergie fossiles la boucle est bouclĂ©e. Lâextinction dâune espĂšce est une petite victoire pour nous car cela signifie que la Terre perd les conditions Ă la survie de la biodiversitĂ© dâhomo sapiens. Et donc le rapproche de sa disparition et la rĂ©ussite de notre deuxiĂšme piste, provoquer le changement brusque des conditions climatiques sur la planĂšte Terre et entraĂźner avec elle la disparition dâhomo sapiens. Jâai compris mon travail, je vais influencer lâhomme sur les rĂ©seaux sociaux. Mais pour moi avant de se lancer sur les rĂ©seaux sociaux, il faut se faire un rĂ©seau dans le monde rĂ©el pour comprendre un peu plus comment les humains en gĂ©nĂ©ral interagissent entre eux. Depuis ma prĂ©sence sur Terre mes Ă©changes sociaux ont Ă©tĂ© trĂšs restreins comme on me lâavait conseillĂ©. Jâai le sentiment que je suis assez grand que jâai suffisamment dâexpĂ©rience de la vie pour pouvoir contrĂŽler mes Ă©motions. Je pense que je peux me lancer Ă discuter avec de nouvelles personnes. Je ne sais pas comment mây prendre mais par mimĂ©tisme je progresse, et puis je suis encore entourĂ© dâamis. Donc jâĂ©change avec de nouveaux humains mais je ne me suis pas vraiment mis au premier plan, je prĂ©fĂšre encore rester avec mes anciens copains. La peur de lâinconnu prime. Mais un monde inconnu mâintrigue plus que tout depuis un certain temps il nâest pas chez lâhomme il est chez la femme. Je ne connais rien de ces personnes. Pourtant au plus profond de moi je ressens quelque chose dâindescriptible qui attire perpĂ©tuellement mon regard vers ces cheveux longs, vers ces silhouettes sublimes. Dans mon esprit ces trĂ©sors sont hors de portĂ©e dâun homme comme moi enfermĂ© sur lui-mĂȘme. Qui ne se reconnaĂźt mĂȘme pas dans un miroir. De plus la femme est lâĂȘtre vivant interdit lors de nos missions, il a Ă©tĂ© rĂ©pertoriĂ© comme Ă©tant crĂ©ateur dâĂ©motions incontrĂŽlables et donc extrĂȘmement dangereuses pour notre mission. Par nature lâhomme est plus fort physiquement que la femme câest lui qui dĂ©cide dans le monde dâhomo sapiens. Nous avons donc aucun intĂ©rĂȘt a liĂ© des rĂ©seaux avec la femme vu quâelle nâa aucun pouvoir sur la population, mieux vaut concentrer nos efforts sur lâhomme. Et pourtant ce quelque chose au fond du moi humain mâas fait vouloir parler Ă cet ĂȘtre inconnu. Jâai essayĂ© par le passĂ© Ă mâadresser au visage, mais inexpĂ©rimentĂ© je nâai jamais eu aucun retour. Jâavais laissĂ© tomber cette idĂ©e et mâĂ©tais concentrĂ© sur ma quĂȘte. Et lĂ sans prĂ©venir, soudainement tu es venue, je ne sais pas pourquoi mais tout de suite jâai compris, que tu nâĂ©tais pas comme les autres. Pourtant je ne te connaissais pas je ne te scrutais pas comme les autres. Je nâai jamais posĂ© mon regard sur toi, et ne tâai jamais projetĂ© dans mon esprit comme je lâai fait avec tant dâautres. Je ne connais mĂȘme pas ton prĂ©nom. Et pourtant toi, tu veux Ă tout prix connaĂźtre le miens. Ma plus grande peur. Jâai Ă©tĂ© pris de cours surpris par les Ă©vĂ©nements. Et quand tu mâas montrĂ© ton intĂ©rĂȘt pour moi, je nâai pas su rĂ©pondre. Dâun cĂŽtĂ© si je refusais je provoquerais chez toi une forme de haine que jâai dĂ©jĂ pu observer par le passĂ© et qui peut nuire. De lâautre si jâaccepte je dĂ©calerai cette fatalitĂ© Ă plus tard, et subviendrai Ă ce je ne sais quoi qui bouillonnait en moi. Jâai pris la deuxiĂšme option et Ă©tais assez confiant pour que cette mĂ©saventure se termine vite. Jâai pris tout de suite le plus de distance possible et jâĂ©tais Ă peu prĂšs sĂ»r que ma personne te rĂ©pugnerait. Jâai commis de nombreuses erreurs qui tâont blessĂ©es. Câest la premiĂšre fois de ma vie que je voyais directement les consĂ©quences de mes actes. Que je voyais que si je disais cela tu rĂ©agirais comme ceci. Au dĂ©but je tĂątonnais, il y a eu beaucoup de ratĂ©. Je nâĂ©tais pas sensible aux ratĂ©s je mâen rĂ©jouissais mĂȘme et espĂ©rai que tu te sĂ©parerais pour mettre fin Ă mon erreur, et pour reprendre ma mission. Mais contre toute attente tu restais, sans savoir pourquoi tu restais mais tu Ă©tais lĂ tout prĂšs de moi. Jâavais lâimpression que ma seule prĂ©sence tâapportait quelque chose dâincroyable. Elle dessinait sur ton visage un sourire que je nâavais encore jamais vu. Pour ma part ta prĂ©sence mâĂ©tonnait encore mais avec le temps jâai fini par tâaccepter. Chaque jour de plus avec toi Ă©tais une surprise pour moi, ma peur de faillir ma mission sâĂ©rodait peu Ă peu, avec elle mon but de montĂ© un nouveau rĂ©seau sâarrĂȘtait. Et ce temps passĂ© auprĂšs de toi mâas permis de dĂ©couvrir lâautre sexe dâhomo sapiens. La vie sur Terre pour toi est bien plus difficile que pour moi. Lâhomme Ă©tant plus fort physiquement, il a naturellement dominĂ© les premiers instants dâhomo sapiens. Et depuis il nâa jamais lĂąchĂ© sa domination. Il a tout construit Ă son modĂšle. Toutes les sociĂ©tĂ©s toutes les religions, tout a Ă©tĂ© construit par lâhomme pour lâhomme. Ainsi la vie sur Terre pour les femmes et bien plus compliquĂ© que pour nous. Et cette vĂ©ritĂ© mâa plutĂŽt choquĂ©. Pendant toutes ces annĂ©es les femmes ont Ă©tĂ© sur la touche du monde uniquement Ă cause de leurs faiblesses physiques et elles le sont encore aujourdâhui. Mais ce que jâai vu en toi câest que cette faiblesse physique tâas formĂ© une force mentale que je nâai vu nulle part ailleurs. Un esprit infiniment plus fort que le mien. En fait Ă lâopposer de lâhomme, la femme est faible Ă lâextĂ©rieur mais forte Ă lâintĂ©rieur. Cela doit ĂȘtre pour cette raison aussi que nous ne ciblons pas Ă la femme dans nos missions. Quand je suis avec toi je ressens ton attention, je nâen avais jamais connu une pareil. Toute ma vie je suis restĂ© dans mon coin fermĂ©, je me plais bien avec moi-mĂȘme. Mais toi tu en as dĂ©cidĂ© autrement et Ă chaque fois que tu en avais lâoccasion tu venais te blottir contre moi. Et Ă force de te voir, dâĂ©changer avec toi, de partager des Ă©motions, non seulement je tâai dĂ©couvert, mais en plus je me suis dĂ©couvert moi-mĂȘme tu as Ă©tĂ© mon miroir. Pour la premiĂšre fois dans ma vie jâai pris conscience de qui jâĂ©tais et tu mâas donnĂ© confiance en qui jâĂ©tais. Et un jour la surprise aprĂšs tout ce que tu mâas montrĂ© de toi. Tu mâas montrĂ© ta dĂ©tresse intĂ©rieure que tu mâavais cachĂ©, que tu avais accumulĂ© avec toutes mes erreurs passĂ©es. Et pour la premiĂšre fois jâai Ă©tĂ© Ă©mu, jâai ressenti ce qui sommeillait au fond de moi, je tenais Ă toi. Je tenais Ă voir ton sourire sur ton visage, je tenais au regard bienveillant que tu me portais, je tenais Ă te voir heureuse câest ce que jâespĂ©rais profondĂ©ment chaque jour pour toi. Mais lĂ tu mâas cachĂ© ton sourire. Alors jâai dĂ©cidĂ© de changer et de mâouvrir Ă toi. Car mon dĂ©sir le plus profond câĂ©tait de revoir ce sourire encore et encore. Câest lâĂ©lixir de mon bonheur, ma raison de vivre. Jâai fait comme tu mâas appris, je me suis collĂ© Ă toi je ne te regardais plus que toi. Tu Ă©tais mon tout Ă mes yeux. Et nous Ă©tions heureux, jâai mĂȘme appris Ă sourire comme tu me lâas montrĂ©. Ma vie Ă©tait belle jâĂ©tais heureux comme je ne lâai jamais Ă©tĂ© auparavant, heureux dâĂȘtre un humain, tout allait bien. Je nâĂ©tais mĂȘme plus soucieux de ma mission. Mais comme pour toutes choses rien nâest infini et le temps nous a sĂ©parĂ©. Nos environnements nous ont façonnĂ©s diffĂ©remment si bien que les rares fois oĂč nous nous retrouvions, nous ne retrouvions plus cette magie passĂ©e. Ăa mâa beaucoup affectĂ©, ce fut dur dâaccepter que les bons moments passĂ©s ensemble Ă©taient derriĂšre nous. Ăa mâa fait beaucoup souffrir, et longtemps jâai refusĂ© de lâadmettre. Je mâefforçais de croire que ce nâĂ©tait quâun passage, de continuĂ© comme si de rien nâĂ©tait. Mais la vĂ©ritĂ© ma rattrapĂ© et jâai vu que de dissimuler la vĂ©ritĂ© ne faisait que te blesser un peu plus fort chaque jour. Depuis longtemps je nâavais plus vu ton sourire. La fin de notre histoire, je nâen doutais pas une seconde. Jâavais fini par mây faire lâidĂ©e Ă mây prĂ©parer, mais quand allait elle arriver je nâen savais rien, le plus loin possible. Et puis le moment est arrivĂ©, aussi prĂ©visible soit-il. Aux premiers instants jâĂ©tais content pour toi, tu avais rĂ©ussi Ă prendre une grande dĂ©cision, une dĂ©cision que je nâaurais jamais Ă©tĂ© capable de prendre moi-mĂȘme. Et puis nos chemins sâĂ©tait sĂ©parĂ©, il Ă©tait prĂ©fĂ©rable de se sĂ©parer Ă notre tour en se souhaitant le meilleur que de forcer le destin et se sĂ©parer en se souhaitant le pire. Mais de mon cĂŽtĂ© je nâavais jamais connu cette situation, jâĂ©tais habituĂ© Ă recevoir une forme dâattention positive de ta part. Ma plus grande peur câĂ©tait de la voir disparaĂźtre, elle mâa permis dâavancer, dâavoir un repĂšre sur lequel poser mon regard pendant les tempĂȘtes. Alors jâai continuĂ© de me comporter comme si de rien nâĂ©tait, enfin presque je me forçais Ă montrer un peu plus de distance dans nos Ă©changes mais je nâen pensais pas moins. Et puis la rĂ©alitĂ© mâa Ă©clatĂ© au visage aussi brute et violente. Jâai dĂ©couvert que tu mâavais remplacĂ©. Le choc fĂ»t violent, et jâai senti une douleur que je nâavais jamais ressenti en plein cĆur, je venais pour la premiĂšre fois de ma vie sentir mon cĆur et cette douleur sâest rĂ©pandu dans tout mon corps. Elle mâa empĂȘchĂ© de dormir, retenue de manger mais surtout elle mâa repris ce que tu mâavais donnĂ©, elle mâa repris mon sourire. Et pour la premiĂšre fois je comprends comment lâhumain est capable dâen arriver Ă faire des folies envers lui-mĂȘme. Les Ă©motions qui le traversent sont trĂšs puissantes. Mais de toutes les Ă©motions connues, celle-ci est sans doute la plus forte. Je tâen voulais et cela me paraissait complĂštement lĂ©gitime. Dans ma tempĂȘte dâĂ©motions je voulais faire resurgir ma violence intĂ©rieure. Je me sentais vide, sans savoir ni quoi faire ni Ă qui parler, jâĂ©tais perdu. Et dans ma tristesse, jâai prĂ©fĂ©rĂ© me refermer encore une fois sur moi-mĂȘme. Le monde qui mâentoure mâa paru triste. Ă mes yeux tout ce malheur nâĂ©tait que de ta faute. Puis un jour, jâai vu par hasard une photo de vous deux. Et lĂ sur ton visage jâai vu ce sourire, ton sourire. Ăa a Ă©tĂ© pour moi le signe que tu Ă©tais heureuse comme tu as Ă©tĂ© heureuse avec moi. Et ce sourire mâa rappelĂ© Ă quel point tu mâas rendu heureux Ă quel point tu mâas apportĂ© beaucoup de choses, et je mâen suis voulu. Jâai voulu blesser la personne qui mâa donnĂ© tant. Qui mâas appris pourquoi je suis lĂ , pourquoi nous sommes lĂ . Qui mâas appris ce que le mot amour signifiait. Qui mâa donnĂ© conscience quâavant dâĂȘtre un espion, je suis un humain. Tu mâas donnĂ© ton amour, tu mâas appris Ă aimer avec le cĆur et câest la plus belle chose que jâai connu. Et cette chose aussi belle que lâamour entre les humains est la raison de notre Ă©chec face Ă homo sapiens. Car lâamour, aussi longtemps quâexistera la vie, soignera toutes les plais et lâhumanitĂ© en ressortira toujours plus belle. Alors si jâĂ©cris ce livre, câest pour te rendre hommage, pour rendre Ă lâhumanitĂ© toute entiĂšre lâamour que tu as su me donner. Tu mâas montrĂ© ce qui reposait au fond de moi, au fond de tous les humains, lâamour. Et câest cet amour-lĂ qui mâa changĂ©, qui mâa fait croire en lâhumanitĂ©, qui mâa montrĂ© quel est son but dans sa courte vie. Nous ne sommes lĂ que pour sâaimer, aimer lâhumanitĂ©. Pour ton anniversaire, et jusquâau restant de mon existence je montrerai au monde entier lâamour que tu as su me donner pour moi, pour lâhumanitĂ©. Et Pour toute cette histoire et bien plus encore, merci Julie.
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La discrimination est un autre exemple de nos actions. Elle est basĂ©e sur une diffĂ©rence insignifiante de lâindividu. La peur de lâĂ©tranger qui prend racine dans la nature de lâHomme durant ces premiĂšres gĂ©nĂ©rations. Et cette mĂ©fiance est si futile et irrationnelle quâelle est capable dâinfliger de lourd dĂ©gĂąt lorsquâon lâa mise dans la tĂȘte de tous. Et malgrĂ© la religion et la science qui ont pour vocation dâunir lâhumanitĂ© vers la lumiĂšre. La peur, lâobscurantisme et beaucoup dâinfluence prennent parfois le dessus. Et les rĂ©sultats obtenus sont trĂšs Ă©loquents. Nous avons implantĂ© les discriminations dans toutes les cultures, elles prennent des formes et des degrĂ©s diffĂ©rents, mais sont prĂ©sentes Ă toutes les Ă©chelles, discriminations sur les religions, sur la couleur de peau, sur les origines, opinions. Toutes les diffĂ©rences entre individus sont des prĂ©textes supplĂ©mentaires pour ajouter de lâanimositĂ© dans homo sapiens. Fort Ă lâextĂ©rieur faible Ă lâintĂ©rieur. Le XXĂšme siĂšcle sera pour tous un siĂšcle trĂšs mouvementĂ©. Il voit le jour avec lâapothĂ©ose des grands empires qui traduit la soif dâexploration de nouvelles contrĂ©es et de domination face Ă lui-mĂȘme. Sa propre colonisation fera des ravages. Au dĂ©but du siĂšcle se produit un Ă©vĂ©nements que nous nâavons pas du tout imaginĂ©. La dĂ©couverte par des scientifiques de la relativitĂ© restreinte. Cette thĂ©orie scientifique est le premier pas vers la dĂ©couverte notre espĂšce mais Ă©galement de notre univers. Elle est la raison de ma mission sur Terre, car lâhumain Ă©volue de plus en plus vite avec ce surplus dâĂ©nergie. Il lui reste beaucoup Ă faire avant de le voir nous envahir. Mais si rien nâest fait il le fera pour sĂ»r avec au moins autant de cruautĂ© quâil sâest infligĂ© Ă lui-mĂȘme. DissipĂ© lâĂ©nergie apportĂ© par les Ă©nergies fossiles, telle est notre mission. Pour lâaccomplir nous avons Ă©tudiĂ© la situation dâhomo sapiens. Il sâest appropriĂ© toute sa planĂšte. Et dans le monde colonial quâil sâest infligĂ©, plus aucun individu nâest indĂ©pendant vis Ă vis de son semblable. GrĂące aux progrĂšs techniques notamment mais surtout Ă lâidĂ©e grandissante de nation qui sâest diffusĂ©e avec la pĂ©riode des empires. Par un jeu dâalliance bien aiguiller de notre part, un conflit entre deux nations peut entraĂźner par effet domino des milliers voire des millions dâhommes vers un combat meurtrier. Une guerre mondiale, planĂ©taire. Nous avons dĂ©montrĂ© quâil Ă©tait possible dâentraĂźner lâhumanitĂ© toute entiĂšre dans un conflit sanglant et dâĂ©vaporĂ© toute lâĂ©nergie de notre victime dans sa propre perte. Cette guerre nous a fait beaucoup progresser, elle a ouvert une boĂźte de Pandore. Une course Ă lâarmement, un dĂ©veloppement de technologie jamais vu dans notre but de tuĂ© homo sapiens. Nous avons naturellement dĂ©cidĂ© de tout mettre en Ćuvre pour laisser cette boĂźte ouverte. Nous nous sommes assurĂ©s de voir signer les traitĂ©s de paix les moins pacifistes quâils soient. Qui invitent Ă la vengeance. Pour voir naitre nouvelle guerre mondiale. Nous avons imaginĂ© un nouveau schĂ©ma pour contrĂŽler les Ătats. Au lieu dâune famille royale ou dâun systĂšme dĂ©mocratique, qui laisse peu de marge de manĆuvre pour nos conseillers. Nous avons imaginĂ© un systĂšme oĂč tous les pouvoirs reposeraient dans les mains dâun seul homme. Centraliser le pouvoir nous facilite la tĂąche. Dans les dĂ©mocraties ou la diversitĂ© dâopinion est importante, il nous faut convaincre beaucoup plus de monde pour arriver Ă nos fins. Plus il y a de diversitĂ© moins la population du pays est mallĂ©able pour nous. A lâinverse plus le dictateur a une emprise sur sa population plus nous pouvons faire de grandes choses. Nous rĂ©duisons au maximum la diversitĂ© intellectuelle du pays en dupliquant lâidĂ©ologie du grand chef dans la tĂȘte de tous ses citoyens. Ainsi sâil saute dâune falaise câest toute sa nation qui sautera avec lui, dans lâhypothĂšse oĂč la diversitĂ© cognitive ait Ă©tĂ© rĂ©duite Ă zĂ©ro. Et au milieu du XXĂšme siĂšcle nous avons failli atteindre ce zĂ©ro. On a mĂȘme cru voir la fin dâhomo sapiens. Nous avions acquis tellement de pouvoir avec nos dictateurs que nous nâavons mĂȘme pas eu de contestation Ă la mise Ă mort de dizaines de millions dâhumains. Nous avons mis en place une organisation mĂ©thodique, une industrialisation de la mort, cela nous a Ă©tĂ© trĂšs compliquĂ©. Il a fallu diviser la tĂąche pour que chacun apporte une petite pierre au tombeau de lâhumanitĂ©, tout en dissimulant le plus possible le rĂ©sultat final. Aussi il a fallu mettre en place un planning de la mort. En effet sâil ne se soucie pas de ce quâil ne voit pas, lâhumain ne peut pas vivre sans voir. Malheureusement lâhumain reste un animal imprĂ©visible et nos dictateurs se sont laissĂ© avoir par leur soif primitive de domination. Et ont provoquĂ© leurs chutes en provoquant plus fort quâeux. Certes elle a entraĂźnĂ© la mort de millions dâhumains mais a fait faillir notre tentative de mise Ă mort totale. Toutefois cette guerre mondiale nous a apportĂ© la clĂ© de notre mission. La bombe atomique. Lâhomme a dĂ©couvert la rĂ©action nuclĂ©aire en chaine, mais toute dĂ©couverte nâest pas bonne Ă prendre surtout en temps de guerre ou le seul but est de tuĂ©. Ainsi cette dĂ©couverte sera immĂ©diatement mise Ă disposition comme une nouvelle arme de destruction de masse. Une arme monstrueuse capable de rĂ©duire Ă nĂ©ant des milliers de vie humaine en une fraction de seconde. Quel que soit le futur, cette arme est un pas en avant vers lâextinction dâhomo sapiens. Cette arme est irrationnelle, Ă lâimage de la pĂ©riode Ă laquelle elle a Ă©tĂ© créé. Mais câest une nouvelle boĂźte de Pandore qui sâest ouverte et cette boĂźte a changĂ© Ă tout jamais notre approche de la mission. La prioritĂ© Ă©tant maintenant dâarrĂȘtĂ© Ă tout prix homo sapiens quitte Ă faire une impasse sur la vie sur Terre. AprĂšs cette guerre les humains ont mis en place une organisation mondiale censĂ©e ramener la paix et ne plus jamais se voir reproduire les horreurs passĂ©es. Et pourtant Ă peine le conflit terminĂ© que des tensions internationales sont rĂ©apparues. Les traitĂ©s de paix ne viennent pas apporter la paix, mais encore une fois rĂ©compenser les vainqueurs, en leur donnant une position Ă part dans lâorganisation. Ils sont ancrĂ©s dans lâoutil de paix et personne ne peut les arrĂȘter. Pour recrĂ©er un climat de tension et de mise en danger dâhomo sapiens, nous avons distribuĂ© lâarme atomique Ă de nombreuses nations pour que la prochaine guerre mondiale devienne nuclĂ©aire et rĂ©duise en poussiĂšre notre espĂšce ciblĂ©e. De plus nous travaillons depuis lors Ă la mise en place de dictateurs aussi puissant que ceux dâantan mais avec le feu atomique toujours dans les mĂȘmes ambitions. Nous avons Ă nouveau dirigĂ© les jeux dâalliance pour crĂ©e au rang mondial une bipolarisation du monde. PĂ©riode comparable au moyen Ăąge oĂč les religions se battaient pour imposer sa vĂ©ritĂ© aux autres. Il y eu beaucoup de conflits indirects entre les deux blocs, Ă chaque fois nous pensons avoir accompli notre travail. Mais lâhumain est si illisible que notre succĂšs est encore Ă faire et la bombe atomique nâa pas encore Ă©tĂ© employĂ© Ă grande Ă©chelle. Ces guerres nous ont quand mĂȘme donnĂ© une nouvelle carte en main en distribuant des millions dâarmes de guerre Ă un trĂšs grand nombre dâhumains. Ce qui constitue un excellent terreau pour convertir Ă lâĂ©chelle individuelle les conflits entre Ătats, et utiliser toutes formes de discriminations pour faire pression sur la dĂ©tente. Câest dans ce contexte de chaos que jâai Ă©tĂ© envoyĂ© en mission. Peu avant mon arrivĂ©e deux choses crĂ©e par lâhomme, allaient bouleverser mon planning, internet et les smartphones. Ces deux inventions combinĂ©es ont permis Ă lâhomme moderne de faire une petite rĂ©volution qui est de connectĂ© en temps rĂ©el des centaines de millions dâindividus. Et dans notre optique de casser les liens entre les individus cela nous a inquiĂ©tĂ©. En plus cette technologie sâest appliquĂ©e simultanĂ©ment dans tous les pays, pour tout le monde. Elle a mis en lumiĂšre des absurditĂ©s, fait trembler des dictatures, car nâimporte qui peut partager au monde entier ce quâil voit sans aucun filtre ni aucun dĂ©lai. Mais ce nouvel univers digital, nous lâavons su nous lâapproprier. En effet lâinternet rĂ©uni tous les humains, toutes les cultures car il ne possĂšde aucune restriction. Il rĂ©unit lâhomme dans un univers fictif. Câest grĂące Ă cette particularitĂ© quâil peut ĂȘtre un outil trĂšs puissant. Ătant donnĂ© quâil nâest pas contrĂŽlĂ© notre anonymat en est garantie, de plus la maniĂšre de fonctionnement dâinternet implique de stocker toutes sortes dâinformations trĂšs prĂ©cises sur chacun des utilisateurs. Ces informations nous y avons accĂšs, et plus il y a dâhumains sur internet plus notre connaissance dans homo sapiens sâaffine. Ces informations nous montrent instantanĂ©ment les effets de nos influences sur la cible. Avec internet, les rĂ©seaux sociaux se sont progressivement dĂ©matĂ©rialisĂ©s. Nous les avons dâabord soumis aux jeunes humains qui sont nos cibles les plus influençables et le futur de lâhumanitĂ©. Cette nouvelle arme que sont les rĂ©seaux sociaux nous a permis dâĂ©loigner encore plus lâhumain Ă lui-mĂȘme, dâalimenter les tensions en son sein en dupliquant toutes les formes de discriminations dĂ©jĂ prĂ©sentes dans le monde rĂ©el et en y ajoutant un nombre illimitĂ© de fausses informations. Lâhumain a rĂ©cemment fait Ă©voluer son monde dâinteraction digitale avec des rĂ©seaux sociaux qui utilisent la mĂ©moire de court terme. Cette Ă©volution amplifie le phĂ©nomĂšne de bulle cognitive avec une rĂ©pĂ©tition intensive dâinformations similaires et une augmentation du temps dâexposition Ă ces rĂ©seaux de nouvelle gĂ©nĂ©ration. La mĂ©moire Ă court terme ne laisse pas la place aux rĂ©flexions posĂ©es mais Ă lâirrationalitĂ© et aux Ă©motions ce qui a tendance Ă accentuer encore dâavantage lâaddiction de lâindividu. Nous sommes maintenant capables de mettre chaque individu dans sa bulle face Ă son Ă©cran, de telle sorte quâil nây ait pas deux bulles similaires, quâil nây ait pas deux humains semblables. Quâils ne se reconnaissent plus pour quâils sâaffrontent tous. En plus ces rĂ©seaux sociaux font apparaĂźtre leurs contenu grĂące Ă un algorithme, ce qui permet de choisir ce qui sera vu par qui, quand et oĂč. Nous pouvons choisir qui ira dans quelle bulle. Ainsi pour notre plus grand bonheur lâhumain nous a fait cadeau de lâoutil de propagande le plus puissant jamais vu dans son existence. On a obtenu en quelque sorte une dĂ©matĂ©rialisation de la vie sociale dâhomo sapiens, et une simplification de notre mission par la mĂȘme occasion. Câest notre nouveau moyen de pouvoir sur homo sapiens, et dans le futur nous allons le synchroniser avec les dictatures dĂ©jĂ existantes. Ce cocktail explosif nâa que peu de chance dâaboutir Ă une vraie fin pure et simple de lâespĂšce entiĂšre. Cela peut au plus lui apporter quelques Ă©gratignures. Tous ces artifices nâont que vocation Ă dĂ©tourner lâattention et Ă dissiper au maximum lâĂ©nergie acquise grĂące aux Ă©nergie fossiles. Car durant tout ce temps Ă©coulĂ© lâhumain a dĂ©ployĂ© une Ă©nergie folle pour se battre contre lui-mĂȘme et tous ces conflits lui ont apportĂ© des blessures qui finissent naturellement par cicatrisĂ©es et nâauront laissĂ© derriĂšre elles que quelques marques inutiles Ă son existence. Alors que pour nous ces conflits sont un gaspillage dâĂ©nergie trĂšs intĂ©ressant car elle nâest pas utilisĂ©e pour son savoir et elle propage notre poison en quantitĂ© abondante. Notre poison est le rĂ©sultat de la combustion dâĂ©nergie fossile. Un gaz Ă effet de serre trĂšs puissant. Il a Ă©tĂ© emprisonnĂ© par un long processus naturel long de plusieurs dizaines de millions dâannĂ©es. Et tous ce gaz Ă effet de serre capturĂ© Ă lentement changĂ© le climat sur Terre et a ainsi Ă lâaide de la sĂ©lection naturelle fait Ă©voluer les diffĂ©rentes espĂšces dĂ©jĂ prĂ©sentes. Les grands singes ont Ă©voluĂ© en homo sapiens indirectement grĂące au changement climatique trĂšs progressif apportĂ© avec la captation de carbone au fil du temps. Notre idĂ©e est essentiellement basĂ©e sur la destruction du travail de la nature. Et de maniĂšre trĂšs brutale de tel sorte quâaucune espĂšce nâait le temps dâĂ©voluer. Comme pour la fin des dinosaures ou un changement climatique brusque, entraĂźner par un astĂ©roĂŻde, a provoquĂ© lâextinction dâune majeure partie de la biodiversitĂ© prĂ©sente et a Ă©liminĂ© dĂ©finitivement la majoritĂ© des espĂšces prĂ©sentes. En fait le dĂ©rĂšglement climatique ne tue pas directement homo sapiens, mais disparition des conditions de son apparition va provoquer sa propre perte. Nos calculs ont dĂ©montrĂ© quâune espĂšce nâaura jamais la mĂȘme Ă©nergie que lâensemble des espĂšces vivantes additionnĂ©s. Cela pour la simple et bonne raison quâaucune espĂšce du monde vivant capte lâĂ©nergie de la mĂȘme maniĂšre et quâaucune espĂšce nâest capable de capter lâĂ©nergie reçu par sa planĂšte de toutes les maniĂšres diffĂ©rentes. Certes le savoir dâhomo sapiens lui a permis dâacquĂ©rir des technologies capables de capter de diffĂ©rentes maniĂšres de lâĂ©nergie, mais trĂšs rares sont les techniques qui sont aussi optimisĂ©es que des centaines de millions dâannĂ©es de sĂ©lection naturel. Ainsi chaque extinction dâespĂšces est autant dâĂ©nergie nĂ©cessaire pour remplacer sa fonction dans la biodiversitĂ© et prĂ©server un environnement hospitalier. Et ainsi plus le nombre dâespĂšces disparus est important plus il faut de lâĂ©nergie pour compenser leurs fonctions. Câest un cercle vicieux, si trop dâespĂšces disparaissent, homo sapiens perd toute lâĂ©nergie captĂ© par ces espĂšces, et en dĂ©pense infiniment plus pour remplacer leurs rĂŽles sur Terre. Et comme nous lâavons rendu dĂ©pend aux Ă©nergie fossiles la boucle est bouclĂ©e. Lâextinction dâune espĂšce est une petite victoire pour nous car cela signifie que la Terre perd les conditions Ă la survie de la biodiversitĂ© dâhomo sapiens. Et donc le rapproche de sa disparition et la rĂ©ussite de notre deuxiĂšme piste, provoquer le changement brusque des conditions climatiques sur la planĂšte Terre et entraĂźner avec elle la disparition dâhomo sapiens. Jâai compris mon travail, je vais influencer lâhomme sur les rĂ©seaux sociaux. Mais pour moi avant de se lancer sur les rĂ©seaux sociaux, il faut se faire un rĂ©seau dans le monde rĂ©el pour comprendre un peu plus comment les humains en gĂ©nĂ©ral interagissent entre eux. Depuis ma prĂ©sence sur Terre mes Ă©changes sociaux ont Ă©tĂ© trĂšs restreins comme on me lâavait conseillĂ©. Jâai le sentiment que je suis assez grand que jâai suffisamment dâexpĂ©rience de la vie pour pouvoir contrĂŽler mes Ă©motions. Je pense que je peux me lancer Ă discuter avec de nouvelles personnes. Je ne sais pas comment mây prendre mais par mimĂ©tisme je progresse, et puis je suis encore entourĂ© dâamis. Donc jâĂ©change avec de nouveaux humains mais je ne me suis pas vraiment mis au premier plan, je prĂ©fĂšre encore rester avec mes anciens copains. La peur de lâinconnu prime. Mais un monde inconnu mâintrigue plus que tout depuis un certain temps il nâest pas chez lâhomme il est chez la femme. Je ne connais rien de ces personnes. Pourtant au plus profond de moi je ressens quelque chose dâindescriptible qui attire perpĂ©tuellement mon regard vers ces cheveux longs, vers ces silhouettes sublimes. Dans mon esprit ces trĂ©sors sont hors de portĂ©e dâun homme comme moi enfermĂ© sur lui-mĂȘme. Qui ne se reconnaĂźt mĂȘme pas dans un miroir. De plus la femme est lâĂȘtre vivant interdit lors de nos missions, il a Ă©tĂ© rĂ©pertoriĂ© comme Ă©tant crĂ©ateur dâĂ©motions incontrĂŽlables et donc extrĂȘmement dangereuses pour notre mission. Par nature lâhomme est plus fort physiquement que la femme câest lui qui dĂ©cide dans le monde dâhomo sapiens. Nous avons donc aucun intĂ©rĂȘt a liĂ© des rĂ©seaux avec la femme vu quâelle nâa aucun pouvoir sur la population, mieux vaut concentrer nos efforts sur lâhomme. Et pourtant ce quelque chose au fond du moi humain mâas fait vouloir parler Ă cet ĂȘtre inconnu. Jâai essayĂ© par le passĂ© Ă mâadresser au visage, mais inexpĂ©rimentĂ© je nâai jamais eu aucun retour. Jâavais laissĂ© tomber cette idĂ©e et mâĂ©tais concentrĂ© sur ma quĂȘte. Et lĂ sans prĂ©venir, soudainement tu es venue, je ne sais pas pourquoi mais tout de suite jâai compris, que tu nâĂ©tais pas comme les autres. Pourtant je ne te connaissais pas je ne te scrutais pas comme les autres. Je nâai jamais posĂ© mon regard sur toi, et ne tâai jamais projetĂ© dans mon esprit comme je lâai fait avec tant dâautres. Je ne connais mĂȘme pas ton prĂ©nom. Et pourtant toi, tu veux Ă tout prix connaĂźtre le miens. Ma plus grande peur. Jâai Ă©tĂ© pris de cours surpris par les Ă©vĂ©nements. Et quand tu mâas montrĂ© ton intĂ©rĂȘt pour moi, je nâai pas su rĂ©pondre. Dâun cĂŽtĂ© si je refusais je provoquerais chez toi une forme de haine que jâai dĂ©jĂ pu observer par le passĂ© et qui peut nuire. De lâautre si jâaccepte je dĂ©calerai cette fatalitĂ© Ă plus tard, et subviendrai Ă ce je ne sais quoi qui bouillonnait en moi. Jâai pris la deuxiĂšme option et Ă©tais assez confiant pour que cette mĂ©saventure se termine vite. Jâai pris tout de suite le plus de distance possible et jâĂ©tais Ă peu prĂšs sĂ»r que ma personne te rĂ©pugnerait. Jâai commis de nombreuses erreurs qui tâont blessĂ©es. Câest la premiĂšre fois de ma vie que je voyais directement les consĂ©quences de mes actes. Que je voyais que si je disais cela tu rĂ©agirais comme ceci. Au dĂ©but je tĂątonnais, il y a eu beaucoup de ratĂ©. Je nâĂ©tais pas sensible aux ratĂ©s je mâen rĂ©jouissais mĂȘme et espĂ©rai que tu te sĂ©parerais pour mettre fin Ă mon erreur, et pour reprendre ma mission. Mais contre toute attente tu restais, sans savoir pourquoi tu restais mais tu Ă©tais lĂ tout prĂšs de moi. Jâavais lâimpression que ma seule prĂ©sence tâapportait quelque chose dâincroyable. Elle dessinait sur ton visage un sourire que je nâavais encore jamais vu. Pour ma part ta prĂ©sence mâĂ©tonnait encore mais avec le temps jâai fini par tâaccepter. Chaque jour de plus avec toi Ă©tais une surprise pour moi, ma peur de faillir ma mission sâĂ©rodait peu Ă peu, avec elle mon but de montĂ© un nouveau rĂ©seau sâarrĂȘtait. Et ce temps passĂ© auprĂšs de toi mâas permis de dĂ©couvrir lâautre sexe dâhomo sapiens. La vie sur Terre pour toi est bien plus difficile que pour moi. Lâhomme Ă©tant plus fort physiquement, il a naturellement dominĂ© les premiers instants dâhomo sapiens. Et depuis il nâa jamais lĂąchĂ© sa domination. Il a tout construit Ă son modĂšle. Toutes les sociĂ©tĂ©s toutes les religions, tout a Ă©tĂ© construit par lâhomme pour lâhomme. Ainsi la vie sur Terre pour les femmes et bien plus compliquĂ© que pour nous. Et cette vĂ©ritĂ© mâa plutĂŽt choquĂ©. Pendant toutes ces annĂ©es les femmes ont Ă©tĂ© sur la touche du monde uniquement Ă cause de leurs faiblesses physiques et elles le sont encore aujourdâhui. Mais ce que jâai vu en toi câest que cette faiblesse physique tâas formĂ© une force mentale que je nâai vu nulle part ailleurs. Un esprit infiniment plus fort que le mien. En fait Ă lâopposer de lâhomme, la femme est faible Ă lâextĂ©rieur mais forte Ă lâintĂ©rieur. Cela doit ĂȘtre pour cette raison aussi que nous ne ciblons pas Ă la femme dans nos missions. Quand je suis avec toi je ressens ton attention, je nâen avais jamais connu une pareil. Toute ma vie je suis restĂ© dans mon coin fermĂ©, je me plais bien avec moi-mĂȘme. Mais toi tu en as dĂ©cidĂ© autrement et Ă chaque fois que tu en avais lâoccasion tu venais te blottir contre moi. Et Ă force de te voir, dâĂ©changer avec toi, de partager des Ă©motions, non seulement je tâai dĂ©couvert, mais en plus je me suis dĂ©couvert moi-mĂȘme tu as Ă©tĂ© mon miroir. Pour la premiĂšre fois dans ma vie jâai pris conscience de qui jâĂ©tais et tu mâas donnĂ© confiance en qui jâĂ©tais. Et un jour la surprise aprĂšs tout ce que tu mâas montrĂ© de toi. Tu mâas montrĂ© ta dĂ©tresse intĂ©rieure que tu mâavais cachĂ©, que tu avais accumulĂ© avec toutes mes erreurs passĂ©es. Et pour la premiĂšre fois jâai Ă©tĂ© Ă©mu, jâai ressenti ce qui sommeillait au fond de moi, je tenais Ă toi. Je tenais Ă voir ton sourire sur ton visage, je tenais au regard bienveillant que tu me portais, je tenais Ă te voir heureuse câest ce que jâespĂ©rais profondĂ©ment chaque jour pour toi. Mais lĂ tu mâas cachĂ© ton sourire. Alors jâai dĂ©cidĂ© de changer et de mâouvrir Ă toi. Car mon dĂ©sir le plus profond câĂ©tait de revoir ce sourire encore et encore. Câest lâĂ©lixir de mon bonheur, ma raison de vivre. Jâai fait comme tu mâas appris, je me suis collĂ© Ă toi je ne te regardais plus que toi. Tu Ă©tais mon tout Ă mes yeux. Et nous Ă©tions heureux, jâai mĂȘme appris Ă sourire comme tu me lâas montrĂ©. Ma vie Ă©tait belle jâĂ©tais heureux comme je ne lâai jamais Ă©tĂ© auparavant, heureux dâĂȘtre un humain, tout allait bien. Je nâĂ©tais mĂȘme plus soucieux de ma mission. Mais comme pour toutes choses rien nâest infini et le temps nous a sĂ©parĂ©. Nos environnements nous ont façonnĂ©s diffĂ©remment si bien que les rares fois oĂč nous nous retrouvions, nous ne retrouvions plus cette magie passĂ©e. Ăa mâa beaucoup affectĂ©, ce fut dur dâaccepter que les bons moments passĂ©s ensemble Ă©taient derriĂšre nous. Ăa mâa fait beaucoup souffrir, et longtemps jâai refusĂ© de lâadmettre. Je mâefforçais de croire que ce nâĂ©tait quâun passage, de continuĂ© comme si de rien nâĂ©tait. Mais la vĂ©ritĂ© ma rattrapĂ© et jâai vu que de dissimuler la vĂ©ritĂ© ne faisait que te blesser un peu plus fort chaque jour. Depuis longtemps je nâavais plus vu ton sourire. La fin de notre histoire, je nâen doutais pas une seconde. Jâavais fini par mây faire lâidĂ©e Ă mây prĂ©parer, mais quand allait elle arriver je nâen savais rien, le plus loin possible. Et puis le moment est arrivĂ©, aussi prĂ©visible soit-il. Aux premiers instants jâĂ©tais content pour toi, tu avais rĂ©ussi Ă prendre une grande dĂ©cision, une dĂ©cision que je nâaurais jamais Ă©tĂ© capable de prendre moi-mĂȘme. Et puis nos chemins sâĂ©tait sĂ©parĂ©, il Ă©tait prĂ©fĂ©rable de se sĂ©parer Ă notre tour en se souhaitant le meilleur que de forcer le destin et se sĂ©parer en se souhaitant le pire. Mais de mon cĂŽtĂ© je nâavais jamais connu cette situation, jâĂ©tais habituĂ© Ă recevoir une forme dâattention positive de ta part. Ma plus grande peur câĂ©tait de la voir disparaĂźtre, elle mâa permis dâavancer, dâavoir un repĂšre sur lequel poser mon regard pendant les tempĂȘtes. Alors jâai continuĂ© de me comporter comme si de rien nâĂ©tait, enfin presque je me forçais Ă montrer un peu plus de distance dans nos Ă©changes mais je nâen pensais pas moins. Et puis la rĂ©alitĂ© mâa Ă©clatĂ© au visage aussi brute et violente. Jâai dĂ©couvert que tu mâavais remplacĂ©. Le choc fĂ»t violent, et jâai senti une douleur que je nâavais jamais ressenti en plein cĆur, je venais pour la premiĂšre fois de ma vie sentir mon cĆur et cette douleur sâest rĂ©pandu dans tout mon corps. Elle mâa empĂȘchĂ© de dormir, retenue de manger mais surtout elle mâa repris ce que tu mâavais donnĂ©, elle mâa repris mon sourire. Et pour la premiĂšre fois je comprends comment lâhumain est capable dâen arriver Ă faire des folies envers lui-mĂȘme. Les Ă©motions qui le traversent sont trĂšs puissantes. Mais de toutes les Ă©motions connues, celle-ci est sans doute la plus forte. Je tâen voulais et cela me paraissait complĂštement lĂ©gitime. Dans ma tempĂȘte dâĂ©motions je voulais faire resurgir ma violence intĂ©rieure. Je me sentais vide, sans savoir ni quoi faire ni Ă qui parler, jâĂ©tais perdu. Et dans ma tristesse, jâai prĂ©fĂ©rĂ© me refermer encore une fois sur moi-mĂȘme. Le monde qui mâentoure mâa paru triste. Ă mes yeux tout ce malheur nâĂ©tait que de ta faute. Puis un jour, jâai vu par hasard une photo de vous deux. Et lĂ sur ton visage jâai vu ce sourire, ton sourire. Ăa a Ă©tĂ© pour moi le signe que tu Ă©tais heureuse comme tu as Ă©tĂ© heureuse avec moi. Et ce sourire mâa rappelĂ© Ă quel point tu mâas rendu heureux Ă quel point tu mâas apportĂ© beaucoup de choses, et je mâen suis voulu. Jâai voulu blesser la personne qui mâa donnĂ© tant. Qui mâas appris pourquoi je suis lĂ , pourquoi nous sommes lĂ . Qui mâas appris ce que le mot amour signifiait. Qui mâa donnĂ© conscience quâavant dâĂȘtre un espion, je suis un humain. Tu mâas donnĂ© ton amour, tu mâas appris Ă aimer avec le cĆur et câest la plus belle chose que jâai connu. Et cette chose aussi belle que lâamour entre les humains est la raison de notre Ă©chec face Ă homo sapiens. Car lâamour, aussi longtemps quâexistera la vie, soignera toutes les plais et lâhumanitĂ© en ressortira toujours plus belle. Alors si jâĂ©cris ce livre, câest pour te rendre hommage, pour rendre Ă lâhumanitĂ© toute entiĂšre lâamour que tu as su me donner. Tu mâas montrĂ© ce qui reposait au fond de moi, au fond de tous les humains, lâamour. Et câest cet amour-lĂ qui mâa changĂ©, qui mâa fait croire en lâhumanitĂ©, qui mâa montrĂ© quel est son but dans sa courte vie. Nous ne sommes lĂ que pour sâaimer, aimer lâhumanitĂ©. Pour ton anniversaire, et jusquâau restant de mon existence je montrerai au monde entier lâamour que tu as su me donner pour moi, pour lâhumanitĂ©. Et Pour toute cette histoire et bien plus encore, merci Julie.
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